~! A World of Love !
Live to Love, Love to Live ~
Love is like 2 people filling up a piece of paper....
A relationship starts off as a clear piece of paper. A guy and a gal agrees to write on that piece of paper. When it starts, both r excited as it's their first time working together. They fill up the paper with the best of things they can think of. Sometimes the guy writes more, sometimes the gal writes more. Some people writes without thinking much, some writes after some thought.
As the writing carries on, it gets more and more tiring. The couple have to be motivated to keep on writing.This is the commitment and responsibility of a relationship.As long as the urge to write continues,the writing will never end.It will carry on paper after paper until one pen's ink run out. This is eternal love till death do us apart...
Some couples prefer to write together,some write their own and combine the efforts.Neither side should be the only one writing,else ink may get blocked for the party who writes non-stop. Too tired...
The character of a person is like the handwriting on the paper... Everyone has his/her handwriting. It is very difficult to change one's handwriting.Not impossible but it takes a lot of time and hard work.
The outcome may not be desirable.It is also difficult to imitate the handwritings of another person.The most one can do is to be tidier or more untidy in their handwritings.Sometimes,to make the writing on the paper look more presentable,it could be necessary for either side to slightly alter the style of his/her handwritings...
A mistake in love is like a smudge on the paper... Whether purposely or accidentally a smudge is a smudge. No matter how well the writing has gone.So far or how lovely is the content, a smudge will leave a mark no matter how well u cover it (eraser, liquid paper, etc.). Whether to keep on writing will depend on the perception of the couple. Whether they mind the content more or the outlook of the piece of work more.
Worst case is when the paper is torn. It'll leave a very ugly mark. Well, the decision lies with the couple...
To break-off is to stop writing... Many reasons can lead to this ending. One party could be the one writing non-stop and really too tired to carry on anymore. One party or both could be unsatisfied with the content or really dislike what each other is writing (it takes time to know the writing style of someone,it could be halfway through the paper before it is known).
Or a smudge exists and either one or both mind (depend on their level of perfectionism). Or it could be what they r writing r contradicting each other. It can also be the case where one party finds another partner to write with...
Other analogies... Pen users r serious lovers. Those who use pencils like to test things out first. Some even write drafts with other people (many-timers).
After a breakup, a photocopy of the writings so far is made and this is given to a party while the other keeps the original (for memories).Or it could be either or neither will keep the writings. It could also be the original work lies there waiting for the original writers to be back.
A well-done masterpiece could be bound into a book and kept forever.Likewise in some cases, it may be pieces of paper lying around.Different people writes different things and have different outcomes.In the case of people going through many relationships, it's just like changing partners to work with.
Some may write things according to past experiences or have new ideas. While writing, the couple may exchange their pens. In a new relationship, one party might mind that his/her partner's pen has been used by other people before.Personally I believe this also applies to friendship right?
It also requires both parties to play their part to keep the friendship forever lasting.
You only live once. What do you really want to do and achieve in life?
Let's think, learn & share. It is a meaningful journey.
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i went to KTV today... was singing happily till my frenz sing some very sad songs ....suddenly , tears run through my eyes.. i cant stop it ... n its keep flowing down... i dunno y , but it just happen.....
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/26/2004 06:59:00 PM
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have been some time since i update my blog . Have been busying watching one korean drama called 'love letter' ..hehe.. its not the jap one... but its equally nice n touching...
went out with my jc gang to celebrate Jane birthday on friday. Have quite a lot of fun cos its really been some time since i meet up with them.. n really happy to see all of them . HAve our dinner at marina bay . Though i hate that place a lot, cos i dun like to bbq, i still went down n have a few bite.. hehe ... when down to Cine to take photo.. yes .. go down cine just to take photo.. have a lot of candid shots.. so fun .. suddenly feel like buying a dig cam..heheh... so now i muz save up.. hehe..Went to swenden n bought jane a simple birthday cake .. then went n watch a mid night show.. this is the second time i'm watching 50 first date. but still i enjoy it .. cos i really like that show a lot . ..hehe..
On Saturday, went down to zhong ming house again to play mahjong , took a bus down this time .. n 75 took a long long route down man ... its like i'm travelling around Singapore ... went down to shery C'mon, be perfect!" Why would God throw us into such a pointless conundrum? There is nothing honoring, glorifying, amusing or even productive in it.
So when we're tempted, what do we do? Tony, Rick, Dave, Bill and Clay (those are my 'guys group' guys) all said we need to flee temptation. Apparently (and I haven't researched this or anything), the Bible never actually says to 'fight' temptation. It says to flee from it. (Although you'd never guess this in light of the things Christians say about 'struggling with sin' and 'battling Satan' and all that.) I agree with them, but I still have questions.
I could 'flee' till the cows come home, but I will still eventually sin. (Even if I successfully 'fled', I'd be proud of myself for doing it... and that would be pride... and that would be a sin... Ha! I'm screwed.) I know that if I fight, I will eventually lose. I also know that if I preoccupy myself with 'fighting' or 'fleeing' temptation, my chances of falling to it are even greater.
I don't think God put us in some cycle of temptation-defeat-restoration for fun. I don't think we're suppose to be so freaked out about it. I'm not saying that we shouldn't take it seriously, I just think we (specifically, Christians) are far too up tight about our petty morality. We instill an insane amount of unwarranted (and certainly not helpful) guilt into people's lives. we shouldn't take it seriously, I just think we (specifically, Christians) are far too up tight about our petty morality. We instill an insane amount of unwarranted (and certainly not helpful) guilt into people's lives.
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/26/2004 04:24:00 PM
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hmmm... finally able to blog again .. i have a long long day for the past few days ... So many things to blog abt ... hehe ...before i forgot wat i want to blog abt ... i better blog now ..hehe...
On Thursday, i went to swim at clementi with Juv. Have a nice suntan and and we saw Melvin.. hehe .. The sun is good but onli for a while before the clouds came in .. looking at the cloud, i start to think .. hmmm.. wat if the cloud eat mi up .( stupid thinking) and wat is it like to be in between the clouds..... wun it be cool... .hehe...anyway, we went back to school to have lunch with my papa, jun yang and keyou ... (back to school again) and have couple of bridges in the arts club. Then , steven, arvin and Pat ask mi to play mahjong at night .. hehe ... so fun... so of course , i agree... but for the meanwhile , i have to accompany Juv to orchard for a shopping trip ... hehe...We have our dinner at Scotts with Ying n her collegue .. Haven been to Scotts for so long ... thought it will be damn crowded.. but there aint many ppl there... ate a lot that day and walked a lot as well... Went to the shop to "see" my fav doggy ... hmmm.. wanted it so much... but i got to save up first ... anyway, help Juv bought a Sleeveless shirt which i think he looks really cute in it ... errr.. though he is a little small size for it ... i think it looks nice on him ... Just a different Juv i think, something different from his usual dressing .. but definitely not a bad change , at least not for mi ..eheh...then we walked to borders.. Spend our time admiring at those photo taken from Australia... Hmmm.. how i wished i can be there one day .... with someone i love... looking at the mountain above clouds , i started to think abt wat i have thought in the day ... hmm... time to train up .. hoping that one day , i can climb up thay mountain and experience it on my way ... Australia Australia... one day , i will save up and visit you...a place that i always wanted to go ...hope that when i visit u , i will be able to share this wonderful moment with my special someone..
Anyway, went home to do some cca stuffs before i set off to my mahjong games that night.
Played till 7am on Friday and slept in arts club till 10am . Got to force myself to wake up cos i got a meeting at 11am .. Went down to SRC to bath before my meeting...feel so refreshed after that ..hehe.. at least for a while ... finish my meeting at 1pm and i'm straving to death.. so so hungry .. hehe... have lunch at ARTs AGAIN .. but i cannot be bothered ,, cos i'm so so hungry ... anyway, went home to change before i go out again.. Going down to orchard (again) to meet meiyin and kailing with Juv ..Juv wore the shirt that we bought yesterday.. hehe ... got to say this .. haha .. cos finally he is willing to wear something sleeveless to town .. haha ...anyway , went shopping again and have a lot of fun .. hehe.. i was kinda addicted to a game on dunno where. . hehe.. but just know i cant help it but to play non-stop till i was bark to leave.. hehe...then juv n i went down to Suntec to shop again .. hehe.. Juv brought mi to this very errr ... different bakery shop at Raffles Hotel there... The atmosphere there was great.. there aint many ppl there... n the place is not very noisy ... at least not when i was there...hehe... but i know if i'm going to walk past there alone, i wun have gone it .. cos it looks so x .....and the crowd there is so different ... anyway, we sat at a corner near a window ... i like the curtain a lot .. hehe... the whole place look like those old-style hongkong dim sum restaurant ... hehe...but very high class one. ..hehe... anyway, we ordered a carribean cake ( if i didnt get it wrong) which cost onli $3.80 ..... n n a super super nice EGG TART..... both taste great.. serious .... n the price is reasonable as well... its really a good place to chill ....realised that there are actually a lot of nice place in Singapore, but its just that i dunno how to appreciate them or simply i have no time to... Next time , i will bring ying there and taste their coffee... hehe...anyway, we went down to suntec and shop for juv's roller blade... settle with the one at Sloman ..( anyway, there is onli one model there, n our dear juv is toooo lazy to shop for other elsewhere ... hehhe ) but that pair looks cool and good .... n its x as well ... but think its something i can afford...but just too bad that i cant used our 50% sloman voucher on that pair... hmm.. maybe i should email the ppl in charge and ask ..since no regulation was written on that letter .. hmm.. good idea.. but not so soon .. got to finish doing my cca stuff first ..
Went down Airport to send Annette off... she is going to visit her dear... I so so envy her ... when will it be my turn to sit on that plane .. i wonder ...how it is like to go travel alone with that special someone... i got a chance but i miss it ... n i regretted it ...if onli i have went , things might be different ....but wat can i do now.. nothing... though i hope there is something i can do ...
it have been a long time since i being to airport .... anyway , think i over eat again ... hhee.. cant help it .. cos its holi ... hmmm.. but i dun have the time to excerise .. goodness... hope i will not put on weight again .. hehe... anyway, reaCh home at 12 to finish up my cca stuff ...work till 230 am ... goodness .. was really intending to go n sleep cos i was really really very very tired.. but i got no choice... cos our AGM is on saturday.. so i got to get everything done that night.... sometime i really hate last min work .. but just we cant do anything abt it .. cos everyone is having exam....
Wake up at 7am on satursday to go to work ... how i'm feeling ... Zombieing ... hehe .. cos i am so so tired ....trying to keep myself awake for my 4 hrs work .. reading newspaper , magazine anything to keep myself awake .... great time is there aint many phone call .. so i just slack all the way.if i dun keep myself awake, i dunno how am i going to last for the rest of the day man.. Spend my next 7 to 8 hrs doing my cca stuff and attending AGM .... Finally , its time for mi to step down.. hehe... thought of re running my position .. when my fren vote mi to re-run ... i was thinking .. should i ? but i realised that i shouldnt .. its time i give myself a break ... n enjoy my last yr in uni ...hehe..Then a thought when into my mind , do u think i can get the post if i re-run.. haha ... was a stupid qns .... anyway, the new secretary has been chosen ... just hope that she will do a great job too .. hehe...
Went down to Orchard (again .. 3 times in a row ) to eat with rora... Again at her resturant ordering the same food ... i;m a super regular there.. hehe... n took the opportunity to "visit" my doggy again ... sad to say , think someone bought the doggy ..and the one left is the one that is touched by everyone ( especially mi) n think the fur is dropping ...hmm.. sad ... obviously i wun buy that .. cos i will definitely spoil it sooner or later. ..just have to look at other shop to see whether they sell the same doggy ...rora say she saw my first bf a few days ago ... hmmm... dun bother n i'm glad that i didnt see him ... hehe... not avoiding him.. just dun feel like seeing him.. hehe ... anyway, watched 50 first date..thought that Adam schelder and ben stiller look damn alike .. i really mistaken them as the same person...but i guess adam is cuter.. cos he is younger ... hehe .. . anyway, 50 first date is a great show.... i couldnt help it .. but its so so romantic... especially when Adam was singing to Drew Berrymore... that part is so so touching .. n n ...when adam try to let drew remember him by letting her watch a video that he made specially for her... the things that he said ... remember that part when he say , "she is sad not becos of the accident , but becos she is living in a lie everyday created by the ones she love" .. think so ... so wat if u will going to wake up forgotten everything.. at least , u live ur life to the fullest everyday n never regret it ...but to forgot someone u love everyday , waking up everyday to watch a video before u can accept the one u love ... not being able to give the gal a kiss the first thing she wake up ... wat a sad thing rite.. but its better than not having anything... at least, u will be able to spend the rest of the 23hr 30 min with her after 30 min tape ....hehe... so wish if i can watch it with the one i love ... hehe.. laying in his arm ..feeling in love deeper as we watch the show.... but guess ... i wun have the luck to.... not for now at least ... read my frenz blog , know she also watch that show .. read abt wat she wrote ... guess we just have the same mind... eheh .. but , i didnt cry while i was watching cos i feel that its a very sweet thing... or becos i have no more tear to sher...m listening to the song "have u ever" by Brandy ...keep repeating the song while i'm blogging this ...the lyrics, the song .... it makes mi miss someone ever more badly ...have been trying to get him off my head.. but each time , i will just mention him once n again ... without mi actually knowing it ... just the memory we share is too much for mi to just let go , though i'm trying to... the feeling is fading ... but not completing... i just need more time to recover i guess ....
as i think , my mind is intercross by some other thoughts n feeling ...some feeling that i never dare to express in fear of losing someone... i have already loss someone i love, i cannot afford to lose another one ... so i should just keep the thought to myself ... for my good ... hehe..someone told mi... i'm too picky ... M i ? I guess i just dun want to settle for someone who i cant get the same feeling i used to have... I just want someone who can love mi as much as i love him .. but first , i have to love him... haha ... how to love someone where my heart has no room for others...but yet, those that stay in my heart will never love mi back ... yet ,i cant erase them from my heart... just hoping that someone out there who really like mi , can allow mi to let him into my heart... if not , i guess, i will be single for a long time ... unless, those that are already in my heart change their mind .. haha ...
Saw one of my JC frenz yesterday .. m surprise to see him .. cos i was just reading his blog recently ... hehe..surprise that he still remember mi .. cos i;m not very close to him .. but glad to know he still remember mi ..heh.e.oh oh ... m i see a fire explosion yesterday at cine... hmm.. lots of accidents recent ... hope everyone will take care n be more careful....
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/25/2004 04:30:00 PM
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PEACE
TRUE PEACE
There once was a King who offered a prize to the artist who would paint the best picture of peace. Many artists tried. The King looked at all the pictures, but there were only two he really liked and he had to choose between them.
One picture was of a calm lake. The lake was a perfect mirror, for peaceful towering mountains were all around it. Overhead was a blue sky with fluffy white clouds. All who saw this picture thought it was a perfect picture of peace.
The other picture had mountains, too. But these were rugged and bare. Above was an angry sky from which rain fell and in which lightening played. Down the side of the mountain tumbled a foaming waterfall. This did not look peaceful at all. But when the King looked, he saw behind the waterfall a tiny bush growing in a crack in the rock. In the bush, a mother bird had built her nest. There, in the midst of the rush of angry water, sat the mother bird on her nest.
The King chose the second picture as the winner. The people asked the King how he could choose the second picture over the first. "Because," explained the king, "
Peace does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble, or hard work. Peace means to be in the midst of all those things and still be calm in your heart." "That is the real meaning of peace."
"Spirituality is the depth of your bliss in the midst of your problem."
Grandfather's advice
There was once a hat-seller who passed by a forest on his way back.The weather was very hot and so he decided to take a nap under one of the trees, so he left his whole basket of hats by the side. A few hours later, he was woken up by some noise. The next thing he realized was that all his hats were gone. Then he heard some monkeys' sounds on top of the tree and so he looked up.
To his surprise, the tree was full of monkeys and they had taken all his hats.The hat-seller sat down and think of how he can get the hats down. He think and think, and started scratching his head.The next moment, he realized that the monkeys were doing the same action. Next, he took down his own hat and fanned himself and the monkeys do exactly the same. An idea came to him. He took his hat and threw it on the ground and the monkeys do that too. So he finally managed to get all his hats back.
Fifty years later, his grandson also became a hat-seller and had heard of this monkey incident from his grandfather. One day, just like his grandfather, he passed by the same forest, very hot, took a nap under the same tree and left the hats on the floor. Again, when he woke up, he realized that all his hats were gone. He looked up and realised that the monkeys had taken all his hats.
Remembering what his grandfather had told him, he starts scratching his head and the monkeys followed.He took down his hat and fanned himself and again the monkeys followed. Now, very convinced of his grandfather's idea, he threw his hat on the ground but to his surprise, the monkeys still held on to all the hats.Then one monkey climbed down the tree, grabbed the hat on the ground, gave him a slap and said :
"You think only you have grandfather!
Corporate Lesson 1
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower when the doorbell rings. After a few seconds of arguing over which one should go and answer the doorbell, the wife gives up, quickly wraps herself up in a towel and runs downstairs.
When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel that you have on." After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her 800 dollars and leaves. Confused, but excited about her good fortune, the woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets back to the bathroom, her husband asks from the shower, "Who was that?"
"It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies. "Great!" the husband says, "Did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?"
Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk in time with your stakeholders, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.
Corporate Lesson 2
A priest was driving along and saw a nun on the side of the road, he stoppedand offered her a lift, which she accepted. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to open and reveal a lovely leg.
The priest had a look and nearly had an accident. After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg. The nun looked at him and immediately said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?" The priest was flustered and apologized
profusely. He forced himself to remove his hand. Changing gear, he let his hand slide up her leg again. The nun once again said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?" Once again the priest apologized, "Sorry sister, but the flesh is weak." Arriving at the convent, the nun got out gave him a meaningful glance and went on her way. On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to retrieve a bible and looked up Psalm 129. It said, "Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory."
Moral of the story: Always be well informed in your job, or you might miss a great opportunity.
Corporate Lesson 3
A Sales Rep, an administration clerk and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Genie comes out in a puff of smoke. The Genie says, "I usually only grant three wishes, so I'll give each of you just one." "Me first! Me first!" says the admin clerk. "I want to be in the Bahamas, driving a speedboat, without a care in the world." Poof! She's gone. In astonishment, "Me next! Me next!" says the Sales Rep. "I want to be in Hawaii, relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of pina coladas and the love of my life." Poof! He's gone. "OK, you're up," the Genie says to the manager.
The manager says, "I want those two back in the office after lunch."
Moral of the story: Always let your boss have the first say.
Corporate Lesson 4
A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A small rabbit saw the crow, and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?" The crow answered, "Sure, why not." So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested. All of a sudden a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.
Moral of the story: To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.
Corporate Lesson 5
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy." "Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients." The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree. Soon, he was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.
Moral of the story: Bullshit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there for long.
Corporate Lesson 6
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.
Moral of the story:
1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!
Ah Beng
Two rich men were talking over coffee one day and one of them said
to the other one. "Hey I tell you my driver is really stupid. If you
don't believe me I'll show you." He called his driver Ah Beng over and
said, "Ah Beng, here is a $10 note, go to the car showroom and buy me
a Mercedes". To which Ah Beng replied, "Yes Sir! Right away, Sir!" and
rushed off to the Showroom. The rich man then turned to his friend and
said, "See, I told you he was stupid."
The other rich man said, "That's nothing, you want to see stupid, I
will show you stupid." And he called his driver, Ali. "Ali, go home
now and check to see if I'm at home." To which Ali said, "Yes Sir!
Right away,Sir!" and ran home. "See what I told you? He doesn't even
have enough brains to know that I cannot be at home if I am here."
Later on, the two drivers met on the road. Ah Beng said to Ali, "Eh,
you know my boss is sooooooo stupid. He gave me $10 and asked me to go
to the car showroom and buy him a Mercedes..... Doesn't he know that
today is Sunday lah, the showroom is closed!"
Ali replied, "You think your boss is stupid? My boss lagi worse, he
asked me to go home to check if he is at home... He got handphone
what,he can just call up to check lah, bodoh!!!"
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CAR
Beng and Seng exited and locked the car in a hurry, forgetting to
remove the key which was in the ignition. Realizing the mistake, Beng
asked, 'Why don't we get a coat hanger to open it.'
'No, that won't work' answered Seng. 'People will think we're trying
to break in.'
Then Beng suggested, 'What if we use a pocket knife to cut around the
rubber, then stick a finger in and pull up the lock?'
'No,' said Seng. 'People will think we're too dumb not to use a coat
hanger.'
The kan cheong Beng shouted, 'we'd better think of something fast.
It's starting to rain and the sunroof is open!'
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PIZZA
Ah Beng ordered a pizza and the waitress asked if she should cut it
in six or twelve pieces. Six, please. I could never eat twelve pieces.
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DEAD BIRD
"Oh, look at the dead bird."
Ah Beng looked skyward and said "Where, Where got?"
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NOT MY BROTHER!
A pregnant woman gets into a car accident and falls into a deep coma.
Asleep for nearly six months, she wakes up and sees that she is no
longer pregnant. Frantically, she asks the doctor about her baby.
The doctor replies, "Ma'am, you had twins! A boy and a girl. The
babies are fine. Your brother came in and named them."
The woman thinks to herself, "Oh no, not my brother, he's an idiot!"
Expecting the worst, she asks the doctor, "Well, what's the girl's
name?"
"Denise," the doctor says.
The new mother thinks, "Wow, that's not a bad name!
Guess I was wrong about my brother. I like Denise!" Then she asks
the doctor, "What's the boy's name?"
The doctor replies, DeNephew.
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ITALIAN
To impress his date, the young man took her to a very chick Italian
restaurant. After sipping some fine wine, he picked up the menu and
ordered.
"We'll have the Giuseppe Spomdalucci," he said.
"Sorry, sir," said the waiter. "That's the owner."
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/25/2004 03:20:00 PM
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ah.... Got a call from my Job agency just now ... she got a job at Procter and Gamble for mi . Working as an admin asst in the financial division... Ah ah ah. .. i want the job so much .. at least its something to do with the financial stuff ... but think i was just too nervous.. i couldnt remember wat i say but i noe i suck .. i cannot speak properly and i keep answering out of point ... Hope the gal wun get too pissed off with mi and think i'm not capable for the job ....
She was like saying do i have any acc background and i answer no , but i work in sony for 7months plus as acc asst ... then she ask wat i do ... n wat system they using .. then i was like .. WAT .. wat system .. i dun understand ... Then she ask mi do i noe wat is SAP .. i was like .. err very familiar .. but i dunno .. then she say err ... the system thingy .. then i say .. oh oh .. ya ya.. think Sony using that system too .. then she ask mi " Are u Sure?" i was like .. err ya .. i think so .. then she say have i used that system before ? i was like err.. no .. cos i dun have an acc .. i was basically doing the paper work thingy , make sure the no is correct , filing etc... she was like u never used before ... ok ok ... ( bad comment) ...I have no acc background , but i told her O level acc very easy , though i didnt take it .. but i got a brief idea of it .. and know how to do acc lor ... Credit and debit etc lor .... then she ask mi m i good in no ... guess wat i say ... i say , oh .. i love no ... i love calculating ... So lame ... i cannot believe i actually answer this ... then she ask mi when i free.. i was like .. actually i'm very free now .. haha ... wat stupid answer. . i was like too excited and i sound really desperate ... i was like my exam is over n i can work for 3 months plus ...n i dun mind travelling .... sound very very desperate.....ah ah ah ... i really hope the gal wun be scare off by mi man .. then she told mi its a good company call P & G .. She ask mi did i hear abt it before .. i was like Yes... Then she like dun believe and repeat the name again . and ask mi u sure u heard it before ... actually i dunno abt the company .. but i was too excited and uncontrollable that i anyhow answer.. I give her a Big YES ... then she say ok ... goodness .. wat is P & G ...anyway , just find out through internet just now.. now i noe .. haha .... but really hope the gal will process my application and the ppl will select mi man .. cos i will really rather work for a financial division and learn something new. ... I'm very very keen in learning things new. .. if onli they know... sian .... i got this feeling that i wun get the call from her lor ...but i want this job .... arggg ..... Praying very hard now .... Stupid mi stupid mi ... if i can be more convincing .... hope i get this job ... Hoping hoping .. Pls call mi back ....
Anyway , cant do anything abt it now .. think i better go for a jog later to calm myself down man ... hoping for tml to come soon ..haha ... excited .. think tml will be a fun day for mi .. haha ... still i hope the gal will get back to mi by tml
...* hoping *
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/21/2004 08:28:00 PM
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Couldnt wake up for my morning jog today .. lucky i told my frenz beforehand .. but still , feel very bad cos i promise him .. Anyway, think i need the rest cos i realised that i will have a long day today .. Went down to SRC for a swimming with the Zuni ppl ... haha ... so fun ... we played a lot of stupid games in the pool and i manage to swim 10 laps as well ... at least , i got excerise .. haha ... Swim from 1 plus to like 4 plus today .. got so long ??? couldnt remember , i just know i have fun today .. n the weather is so good today .. I dunno y , but i feel that the pool is super nice today , the water temp is warm and nice .. hhaha ... hope everyday weather will be as nice as today.. haha...Just finish busying with my CCA stuff.. hope i haven forgotten anything important .. Going for a jog now .. to replace the morning jog .. haha ... enjoy !!!! hahah
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/20/2004 10:04:00 PM
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Reached home around 7 plus this morning . Feeling very tired but satisfied .. I won $11.60 bucks.. haha ... was initially losing $10 bucks.. in the end , i'm the Ultimate winner ..haahaa.. really have a good game and i felt so energetic .. haha .. reach home n immediately i dozed off till 1 plus before i'm willing to get up to do my stuffs.
Went back school today to settle some CCA stuffs and m going back again tml to comfirm everthing with the OSA. Then i went down Orchard to visit some Job agency for jobs .. hmmm... nothing much except that i cannot believe that i'm actually praising myself .. haha ... In fact , i'm feeling very boostful today cos i keep praising myself till like i feel that i'm showing off... hope my frenz wun feel too disgusted .. haha ...
Went down to met ying for dinner. Took some neo cards that looks very very cute .. hahah .. n Stupid .. hahah ... n n i bought her the soft toy that she wanted... in fact , i bought her another VCD set as well ... wat to do ... i'm spoiling her ... haha ..Anyway, we have our dinner at Rora's working place AGAIN . They just changed their menu and it looks better , but think both ying n mi prefer the old one cos we got so so used to it .. but then , when i look at the menu , i think of one of my frenz who love to collect menu booklet .. haha .. think he will like it .. haha ... but too bad, i'm not going to gapo it for him .. haha ...
met my frenz later to 'collect' my gift ... haha .. Guess what i got ? I got a PUMA Jacket and an Addias Shirt .. haha ... nice nice ... haha ... chilled out at the starbucks n chit chat abt the thing he did in Taiwan .. so so interesting... N N ... i used my voucher that my papa give to mi .. n i onli pay $0.50 for 2 tall drinks.. haha ..got one more voucher left . Hope papa go for more competition n win more vouchers .. haha .. then i can have more vouchers as well .. haha .. Then , went back to Rora's working place to meet Kat to accompany her for her dinner . Wonder how many time i went down to Rora's working place today ? think its four times.. goodness .. Think the ppl there all know mi liao lor .. haha .. Saw a Doggy at the "more than Words" shop at Cine level 2 ... the doggy is so so cute .. its a soft toy for ur info .. i cant help but to keep hugging it .. its so so soft and nice to hug .. hhaa .. but it cost $43.70 ... hmmm.. i dun think i'm willing to spend so much for myself.. haha .. waiting to see any good soul out there that are willing to make donation to make this small gal happy .. hahah .. kidding ... but i really like the toy a lot .. n Ying say she will buy it for my Xmas present ... hmmm.. have to wait till so so long ... Doggy .. i will miss u ... hahah ...
Then i head home with ying after her work and we took a couple of very stupid photo on the cab back... hehe .. cant wait for her to transfer mi the photo .. so that i can place it in my msn .. hahas .... anyway, i have a long day today . N n .. i'm going to run in the morning tml (being forced by one of my frenz who insist to run in the morning , though i feel that i cannot wake up) . Was intending to run at night , but being soft hearted in nature ( Puking!!! ) , i'm going to run in the morning.. Sian .. hope i wun feel too tired after that ... N n.. i;m going to swim in the afternoon with mei, ling etc tml.... hehe... it will be an excerising day for mi tml.. cos i put on WEIGHTS !!!!!! ahh... i;m suppose to be losing weight but i'm putting on weights .. goodness... its not supposed to be in this way.. think i'm eating good food recently ... so now , i have to have more excerise ... hheeh ...dozing off now . if not , i sure cannot wake up tml one ...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/20/2004 12:18:00 AM
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M at Song ming's house playing mahjong now.. hehe .. Taking a break after 2 rounds of games ... and now we are waiting for one more person to finish bathing before we start on our 3rd round.... hehe.. so now , taking my break time to update my blog since i got nothing to do to .. heheh...Haven been playing mahjong for 3 months plus ... finally got a chance to play again ... so happy ... haha... Think we are going to play till dawn again ... Have been playing since 3 pm and i'm currently losing .. haha .. but doesnt matter ... as long as i enjoy myself playing can liao .. haha ...
My frenz is back from Taiwan . Going to get my present from him tml .. Wondering wat he have bought for mi man .... haghaha...
Went down to plaza yesterday .. met couple of my plaza frenz . though i didnt have a great chat with them cos i have to leave early , i'm glad to see them again ..hehe.. the same old gang ... haha ... feeling so comfortable seeing them again ... anyway , meet one more frenz who look like Guang De Hui ... seriously ... haha .. but too bad , he is not my type .. hehe .. but he is really handsome ... met my best frenz after that to eat our dinner at swenden ... i miss her so so much ... m so so so good to see her again after 2 weeks ... of course , i have a great chat with my dear frenz talking rubbish again and bullying our frenz working in sweden. .hehehe... then i went to her house at 12 midnight to look at her newest product .. ...heheh...stay till 1 plus before i go home ... .hehe .. really enjoy myself yesterday ...
okie okie.. better stop now , my frenz is back n i got to go back to my game now .. haha ... hope everyone will enjoy their weekend .. and good luck for those that are still having exam .. hhehe.. think i'm going to swim again tml .. hahah ...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/19/2004 12:21:00 AM
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Went down school today... For Wat .... Cos I'm too bored at home .. haha .. Woke up late today , but have a very sweet n undisturb sleep yesterday . Have A 10 hours sleep .. So satisfy .. hehe.. Plus the fact that i run yesterday , i feel so so good sleeping. Also a chance for mi to recharge myself after the lack of sleep due to my exam recently ... hehehe...I'm feeling very irony.. cos i'm so so sick of the canteen food , but yet, i went back there for my lunch and dinner which i can choose not to .... So sad that most of my frenz is not free ... Anyway, went for a swim today . Haven been swimming for ages ... heheh.. m i feel so so tired ..hehe.. Think swimming is really something that u have to make an effort to swim constantly .. if not, u will end up like mi now ...heheh.. but i got to focus for my exam then .. Should have went during my exam .. Now feeling that i have to start all over again to pick it up again .... stressed... hahah ... no more 10 laps in a row liao ... now i swim 2 laps have to rest for a while ..Or it is becos i run yesterday .. hahah .. have to go swimming more often more ... if not , i will grow fat ... FAT FAT ...... still i manage to swim 15 laps today ..hehe.. 5 laps more than usual cos i haven been putting in effort to swim ... plus i really think i;m getting fat ... ( someone going to roll-eyes again ) ... no way am i going to wear my bikini if i dun lose some weight man ... all the fat .... argggg ....
Went down hv just now .. Bought my fav mango juice which cos mi $3 bucks ... hehe.. lucky i got some money to spare now .. if not i wun have bought it ... but its really very nice ... really miss it .. hahha ...
Thought of going jogging just now ... cos feeling very motivated ... but again .. i'm lazy ... once i come online . I cant leave .. haha ... thought of running at 1030 pm but its 11 now .... n i got to work tml morning ... so think better not over stretch myself ... thought i really think i should be running ... good thing is i swim 15 laps today and run yesterday ... so can rest a bit .. if not , i will definitely go n run now .. hahah .... n my leg is beginning to ache a bit now .. hmmm ... maybe i should run tml or sunday ... hhehe... one excerise a day .. hahah ... I'm becoming an excerising addict .. hehe ..
okie okie.. enough of my excerise stuff ... think everyone is rolling eyes now ... hehe ..m hoping to get a job soon... hope to receive calls from my agency soon .. cos i'm desperately looking for a job .. .hahah... if not , i will be rotting at home .. Which is wat i dun want .. haha ... Anyway, think i should start revising for my jap lang .. since i have forgotten all abt it .. Hmmm .. intending to take level 2 jap lang next sem ... if i can still remember.. hehe.. thats y , i think i should bring the book to office tml .. haha....going to sleep now ... hehe..good nite everyone.. sweet dream to all ....
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/16/2004 11:03:00 PM
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Horray !!!!!!!!!!!!
Finally my exam is OVER!!!!!
I'm so so happy .. hehe ...
Have been having a really stressful life for the past few days . Having 1 paper on tues, 2 papers on wed and one last paper this afternoon... Goodness , 4 papers in a row are madness.. Cant believe i actually went through it ...I'm now so so tired and drained ..... So exhausted ...
The paper on tuesday was all right as i have put in a lot of effort in it .. Though i onli start revising during last satursday after my first paper, i manage to finish up all the lect notes and goes through couple of exam qns ... Am satifsy with the paper .. I hope? hehe .. But the papers i had yesterday is destructing... EC3208 and Marketing... Actually , i did quite ok for the EC3208 , but its the last few qns that spoil my mood.. cos i dun know how to do .. Actually i was expecting it cos thats wat happen when i did the past yr paper. But the paper is quite easy . Thats y , it pissed mi off .. cos i cannot even score for an easy paper . Make it worst when Juv think its a easy paper . Thats spoil my day and i cant still focus for my Marketing at all. Feeling very restless. Manage to still focus for the first 30min to finish my MCQ . After that , gone case .... cos i was typically day -dreaming ... My mind is not focus and i was constantly being distracted by the paper walking aroung mi... I understand the qns , but dunno how to write down my answer .. Thats is like so so bad lor , cos u could actually understand but yet cant answer .... I ended up day -dreamed for 10 min and i almost cant finish my paper . I was looking at the gals beside mi , i wonder why they could write that much about that stupid qns..Suddenly , i thought of Jun yang .. hehe.. cos i remember telling him how to stay focus during exam , but i myself couldnt even stay focus now ... Sian . now i know how he feels .. But i just , i'm just too exhausted . This paper , in fact ,is easier that my EC3208 and i screw it up again .. I was so so depressed that i feel like crying while walking back to the arts . Refused to talk about anythings or even opening my mouth cos i realised what i'm going to say will never be good cos i'm just too too pissed ... My poor frenz , should be sharing his joy with him but i just couldnt cos i'm not doing as well as he does. Actually , i could , but becos i have a very high expectation for my cap grade this sem .. m i really want to pull up my cap . But i guess, i can throw away the idea cos all my papers are shitty now ....
Went back to arts , i went to the toliet n lock myself up for more than 10 min cos i refused to talk to anyone ...After that , i went in club room and blast myself with my discman .... Volume Max. Dun want to be disturb.. Think i scare a couple of people with my behavior cos i seldom or should i say never do this kind of thing before ... Not to this extreme .. but i just want to cool down . Cos i got a paper the next day and i know i should be revising for it . Stone for quite a while before my smile appear on my face again .. hhehe... N guess wat i have for dinner ... One plate of Chicken Cultlet with omelette plus a bread, one slice of pizza and a hot fudge. HEHE... Actually i wasnt hungry at all, i just want to eat cos i just feel like eating . A way to relax though i know its not a healthy way . Plus the fact that i haven been excerising , i really shouldnt have eat that much . But i DID .... Played a couple round of brigde after that . Productivity level = ZERO . hehe.. .cos i dun feel like studying at all.. I intend to go home and take a rest , but i realised i wun even do anything at home so i just still in school to chill .. haha ...
Satisfied after a long day in school , i decided to start studying since i have a last paper the next day . Focus Focus Focus . Though i'm damn tired . But i did it .. hehe .. i still focus and study my EC3152 till 230am yesterday . did the mcq paper and understand the concept. Then i wake up at 7 am this morning to do a past yr paper ..
Thought: ITS the last paper , i should used up all my energy as i can always rest after the paper.
Though i think i;m writing rubbish for my EC3152 , at least i put in effort . Seriously, the paper is a brain-drainer ... cos after the paper , i cannot think at all . Its like i dun even know wat am i writing lor ... But i did write down so related points la .. Not like my marketing n labour..Pissed .
M so so Happy now cos i have no more paper liao.. haha .. Think i can forsee someone face turning black now and say "Watever" ... roll eye .. hahah ... m really exhausted now .. Cos i haven been resting since yesterday till now ... was busy the whole day after my paper ...
Have a very heavy dinner at home just now . M thinking should i go for a run later.. Cos i haven been excerising for ages .. and i can feel my FAT !!!!!!! How how ... sian ... but i'm very tired. Though i will be swimming tml ( hehehe) ... but i still think i should go for a run later.. Should i ? hmmm.... anyway , i got nothing better to do since my brother will be using the com soon ... hmmmm... tempting .... hhahah ... but i very lazy ( as usual ) hahah....
Anyway , though i finish my exam , i still want to wish all of u good luck in ur coming paper . Ganbatte !!!! Juv , dun worry too much about 3151 , i can predict u scoring that paper .. heheh... U are doing great already , dun worry too much k ... Ganbatte !!!! hehe ... N for all the others , hang on... a few more to go onli ... Take Care of yourself , have enough rest and stay FOCUS ... hehehe
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/15/2004 09:36:00 PM
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Good Remedies
Headaches - Fish -
Eat plenty of fish - fish oil helps prevent headaches.
So does ginger, which reduces inflammation and pain.
Hay Fever - Yogurt -
Eat lots of yogurt before pollen season
Strokes - Tea -
Prevent buildup of fatty deposits on artery
walls with regular doses of tea.
Insomnia - Honey -
Use honey as a tranquilizer and sedative.
Asthma - Onions -
Eating onions helps ease constriction of bronchial tubes.
Arthritis - Fish -
Salmon, tuna, mackeral and sardines actually prevent arthritis.
Upset Stomach - Bananas, Ginger -
Bananas will settle an upset stomach.
Ginger will cure morning sickness and nausea.
Bladder Infections - Cranberry Juice -
High-acid cranberry juice controls harmful bacteria
Bone Problems - Pineapple -
Bone fractures and osteoporosis can be prevented
by the manganese in pineapple.
PMS - Cornflakes -
Women can ward off the effects of PMS with cornflakes,
which help reduce depression,anxiety and fatigue.
Memory Problems - Oysters -
Oysters help improve your mental functioning by
supplying much-needed zinc.
Colds - Garlic -
Clear up that stuffy head with garlic.
Cough - Red Pepper -
A substance similar to that found in the cough
syrups is found in hot red pepper.
Breast Cancer - Wheat, Bran, Cabbage -
Wheat, bran and cabbage help maintain estrogen
at healthy levels.
Lung Cancer - Orange & Green Veggies -
A good antidote is betacarotene, a form of
Vitamin A found in dark green and orange vegetables.
Ulcers - Cabbage -
Cabbage contains chemicals that help heal both
gastric and duodenal ulcers.
Diarrohea - Apples -
Grate an apple with its skin, let it turn brown
and eat it to cure this condition.
Clogged Arteries - Avocados -
Mono unsaturated fat in avocados lowers cholesterol.
High Blood Pressure - Olive Oil, celery -
Olive oil has been shown to lower blood pressure.
Celery contains a chemical that lowers pressure, too.
Blood Sugar Imbalance - Broccoli, Peanuts -
The chromium in broccoli and peanuts helps
regulate insulin and blood sugar.
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/13/2004 12:19:00 AM
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Have a Home-made lunch cooked by my frenz just now ... so delicious ... Yummy ... heheh ... Haven been eating Home- cooked food for so long liao .. hehe ... Plus the fact that i haven eaten my breakfast, i was eating the food non-stop..... Its really very nice though its some simple home-cooked food .... hehehe.... Sometimes, its really fortunate to have frenz that can cook very well ... hehe... so full now.. hahha ..... Going back to my book now... My next paper is on Tues .. Wish mi luck man
PS: Cant Wait for the holi ... So many activities waiting for mi ..hehe... N of course , the chalet ... HAHA .....
I'm Loving It!
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/11/2004 01:25:00 PM
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Happy!
Not going to say too much . Hehe.. those who know will know ..hahaha ...Muz change my style once in a while ... or ppl will say they can predict wat i'm going to say :P
hehe .. But , i really have a happy day today .hehe..
Thanks
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/11/2004 02:04:00 AM
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Have A freaking scary experience yesterday. As i was on my way back to campus from my tuition place, i went down to prime deli to buy some breads for dinner. When i want about to leave , i receive a call from my papa , beow. Within one minute after i hang him phone, i realised that my bus consession pass is no longer around. Of course , i walked back to track my pass, but it wasnt there... So i checked my bag again n again . Within the time when i got down the bus till i discover that i loss my pass , its less than 5 minutes. So i thought i might have left it in the bus . Going down to the bus terminal and checking through the bus .. i still cannot find the pass... So i walked back to prime deli to check again and leave my contact no down just in case anyone find it . Its like so so weird , i couldnt be gone just a few minutes... I was so so pissed and upset ... U could see the anger in my face man . ITs so so black .... N the whole stupid thing is that i just buy my consession which start yesterday and i just top up my cashcard. The best part is i'm having my exam this saturday n i loss both my matric card and consession pass ... how m i going to take my exam ??? thats was my first thought....Cannot believe myself , i went back to the terminal to have a final check . Was really really very sad cos i just lend my ezlink to my best frenz , so i got nothing to take a bus ... What to do , all my stuff is in school . At that moment , i really want to call my frenz for help , cos i dunno wat to do . Thats the pro with Trish , She will always get freak out n cant think properly when things are not going her way . N of course , tear is just about to roll down . But immediately i start to think , Why m i always so dependent . Why m i always so weak . I should learn to handle things by myself . Its time u learn to take control of ur own life. Wats the point of calling ppl up cos they aint there and they cant purposely do anything for u at that moment . Think abt wat they could tell u . Go to a police station , go to OSA to report loss and make a new card etc etc...... All n all, i can think abt this myself .. So wats the point of calling ppl . To consult u ?? goodness , its a small issue and u want to cry . Cry Baby .... Thats wat i was thinking ... So i control my tear , Think rationally . I went to draw money to buy a new ezlink card which cost mi $15 bucks with a value of onli $7 bucks . Cheat my money , especially at this kind of time where i'm having a tight budget ... But i got no choice , If not , i cannot go school.
Getting up the bus , i start to eat my bread to cool myself down . I dun want ppl to get worry abt mi . I start to think abt wat i can do . If no one call mi by tonight , i will go to the police station and go down OSA earlier in the morning to report loss . Try to ask how to can i take the exam without a pass etcetc.. My mind is so clear then. ..hehe... then immediately when i think abt it , Prime deli called . One of the customer found the pass n leave it with them. I'm delighted .... U could see the joy on my face . But wat i dun understand is why couldnt the custoner chase out to pass to mi . N its like its onli for one minute after i leave and return.Why didnt the customer see mi rushing back and looking at the floor constantly .... So weird ... but anyway , i feel blessed . Though i wasted 2 hrs doing unnecessary stuff if i could be more careful , but at least , thing is not that bad after all ... At least ,i found my pass back though i have to wasted 2 hrs and $15 bucks ... hahaha ,.....
Was thinking . Something its better if u can keep a calm mind and think rationally. When things happen , dun get panick .. There is no point to cry over a spill water... We shouldnt focus on why it happen . We should focus on how to solve it and wat can be done to make things better... N its really works. .. heheh ... Something i learn for the day ... haha ... was so so proud of myself .. at least , a good good start to my independent life .. hahha... Now i got to focus on my study again ... A few more days leave to my first paper ... N a week to my holi ... hahah...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/08/2004 11:02:00 AM
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Something to relax
Marriage (Part I)
Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want-and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing and card-playing when I want with my old buddies and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?"
His new bride said, "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night... whether you're here or not."
( SHE'S GOOD!)
Marriage (Part II)
Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads,
'Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever.'
"Yeah?" she replies. "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads,
"Here Lies My Husband Stiff At Last.'"
(HE ASKED FOR IT!)
Marriage (Part III)
Husband (a doctor) and his wife are having a fight at the breakfast table. Husband gets up in a rage and says, "And you are no good in bed either," and storms out of the house.
After sometime he realizes he was nasty and decides to make amends and rings her up. She comes to the phone after many rings, and the irritated husband says, "what took you so long to answer the phone?"
She says, "I was in bed."
"In bed this early, doing what?"
"Getting a second opinion!"
(YEP, HE HAD THAT COMING, TOO!)
Marriage (Part IV)
A man has six children and is very proud of his achievement. He is so proud of himself, that he starts calling his wife," Mother of Six" in spite of her objections.
One night, they go to a party. The man decides that it's time to go home! and wants to find out if his wife is ready to leave as well. He shouts at the top of his voice, "Shall we go home 'Mother of six?"
His wife, irritated by her husband's lack of discretion shouts right back, "Anytime you're ready, Father of Four."
(RIGHT ON, LADY!)
God may have created man before woman but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece.
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/06/2004 11:12:00 PM
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watched the west side story last episode today ... hmm... feeling very emotional now again ... Look through my diary which i have stopped writing 10 months ago since i have this blog ...n memories start flashing in my head again ... So many of them which i have actually forgot .... Some time , writing a diary is good after all cos it will help u remember things that u will forget as time flies... but how i wish its not a memory .... Its not important anymore... I have moved on .... n can never walk back ever ....
Just realised that there are a lot of nice sensitive SNAG around mi that are not attached .... I wondered y ... All of them are very very nice, cute guy that can cook very well and have a kind and loving heart that will make a gal's heart melt... But why are they still single... I really wonder.... hmmm.... is that supposed to mean that gals nowsaday like guy that are bad ... or it have always been the case.... hehe....watever it is ... i still believe that SNAG will eventually find a very good gf ... its a matter of time ....
Thinking of wat should i do after my exam ... First of all, i need a job.... desperately ....hehe.. I will need to buy a new pair of shoes and start running again ( haven been running for ages) ...of course not forgetting to go on a holi ... and meet up with my frenz which i have been neglecting .. .hehe...think it will be a very long but enjoyable holi for mi ... hhehe... i'm actually quite excited abt it ... but first of all, i got to continue on my revision as my first paper is this coming sat.... Finally .. Getting a bit scared now .... cos i think that i have forgotten everything.. hehe...
Times really flies ... i will be turning 21 soon and i will be entering my third yr in the uni soon ..... Soon i will graduate ..... feeling very old now ... yet , i still got a lot of things i want to do during my student life..... hmm.... just hope that my exam will be over soon ..... My short term goal for the the time being is to have a ben n jerry chocolate icecream ..hehe.
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/06/2004 12:57:00 AM
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Have a very weird feeling abt something ... I hope i'm wrong abt it ... but all this while , through wat i observe ... i dun think i'm wrong.... But i dun understand y .... I really hope that i'm thinking too much ... maybe i should just ask...at least , it will stop mi from guessing . Clear my doubt . Should i ?
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/05/2004 01:05:00 AM
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Today is sunday . N guess wat ... i'm going back campus to study later .... Not too shocking rite... since its the exam period, i should spend all of my time studying... beside , i have a super packed exam scendule ... so cant afford to lag behind ... Anyway, i got to finish my 3rd module today ... n by tml , i should be revising on my 4th module - the module i'm most afraid of .. Y.... cos i totally didnt touch on the module at all.... Dun do the tut , dun really understand the lect ... N there are so many topics that i need to revise on..... Die ....
Anyway, have been enjoying myself recently. Feeling happy studying with my kakis ...Studying is actually not a bad thing afterall... At least there are frenz around to keep you company ...ehehe... N of course, not denying the fact of chit chatting with them ... Have been talking to different people recently . Get to know each of them better. Feeling happy that they are willing to share their stories with mi ... Also notice that a lot of people around mi are very capable and talented... Everyone seems so successful and complicated ... While for mi , i'm just an ordinary woman with a simple dream that will make mi happy ... Complication is not a bad thing. At least it make people think more . But i guess, i will prefer to stick to my simple- mindedness . Thats way , i will be happier ... hehe
Have a frenz with some "love" pro. Though i feel that wat he is doing is not worth it and not right, i envy him. Envy him for being courageous to chase after what he want. Envy him for being courageous to go all way out for what he wants though he already realise wat the ending will be like .. .For mi , i will never dare to... Never dare to express myself to the one i like cos i'm afraid of the answer i will be getting ... Never dare to go for it , cos i have no confident in myself . Never dare to as i'm afraid things may not be the same again ... Maybe becos i'm a gal . A traditional gal that will never express your feeling to the one you like first . But if u dun say, the person will never know .. But again , wats the hurry ... if there are mutual feeling between the both of you , then no matter how long, you two will be together. At least, u are given more time to get to know the person better... If there isnt, then there isnt.. .hehe .. My naive thought again ... A fairy-tale liked saying that will never happen to mi .. .hehe
Have been explored to the issue of "supernatural" recently ... I really hate it cos i 'm a gal that is afraid of darkness and of cos "it" ... N now, its even wrost . I will just start thinking abt it when there are no one around thinking that will i be seeing anything .. Dun really dare to look into the mirror.. Though i believe i'm not someone that are very prone to this ... i'm still afraid of it ... Its even more scary when someone beside you can see it but u cant ... so u cannot do anything but to keep quiet ... but at least , i know more now .... Was wondering y some ppl are always seeing "it" , but some people never .. It is becos if u r a more complicated person which have a super focus mind , then u can see it ????? or is it something else? anyone can explain?
hehe
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/04/2004 12:40:00 PM
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Something to lighten up the exam tension:
Put your hand on a hot stove for a minute, and it seems like an hour.
Sit with a pretty girl for an hour, and it seems like a minute.
THAT'S relativity.
-- Albert Einstein
The brain is a wonderful organ. It starts working the moment you get up in the morning and does not stop until you get into the office.
-- Robert Frost
The trouble with being punctual is that nobody's there to appreciate it.
-- Franklin P. Jones
We must believe in luck.
For how else can we explain the success of those we don't like? -
-- Jean Cocturan
It's amazing that the amount of news that happens in the world everyday always just exactly fits the newspaper.
-- Jerry Seinfeld
It matters not whether you win or lose;
What matters is whether I win or lose.
-- Darrin Weinberg
Life is pleasant.
Death is peaceful.
It's the transition that's troublesome.
Help a man when he is in trouble and
He will remember you when he is in trouble again
Complex problems have simple, easy to understand wrong answers.
It is not exactly cheating, I prefer to consider it creative problem solving.
Behind every successful woman, is a man who is surprised.
(no offense ladies!!)
Whoever said money can't buy happiness, didn't know where to shop.
Most people are only alive because it is illegal to shoot them.
Forgive your enemies but remember their names.
The number of people watching you is directly proportional to the stupidity of your action.
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/03/2004 12:45:00 AM
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Wow... So happy .. hehe...Finally finish my presentation ... Now i can really concentrate on my revision .. hehe... Went home early yesterday cos i was too tired due to not enough sleep for the past few days ...but still i manage to study quite a bit ... just a few more notes to go before i finish revising two modules .. hahah ..hehe...
Slept at 11 pm yesterday. This is considered really early for mi ... the past few nights, i have been sleeping at 2 to 3 am ... N N... i onli manage to sleep for like 4 to 6 hr max... But today , i just allow myself to lay in my small little corner till 10am... thats make it 11 hrs of sleep ... haha ... feeling very fresh now .... m thinking should i go swimming later .. cos i have been doing any excerise due to various reasons... N i miss the pool .. .hee...but i still need to finish up my reading... Hmmm.. maybe i will see the weather later .. No matter wat i have to finish that module today before going anywhere... hehe... so that i can start on my third module today. ..
feeling a bit weird abt certain issue ...M i thinking too much ... or m i expecting too much ... hmm ...time will tell...
PS: One week till my first paper.. Wish mi luck .
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/02/2004 10:43:00 AM
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