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hmmm... finally able to blog again .. i have a long long day for the past few days ... So many things to blog abt ... hehe ...before i forgot wat i want to blog abt ... i better blog now ..hehe...
On Thursday, i went to swim at clementi with Juv. Have a nice suntan and and we saw Melvin.. hehe .. The sun is good but onli for a while before the clouds came in .. looking at the cloud, i start to think .. hmmm.. wat if the cloud eat mi up .( stupid thinking) and wat is it like to be in between the clouds..... wun it be cool... .hehe...anyway, we went back to school to have lunch with my papa, jun yang and keyou ... (back to school again) and have couple of bridges in the arts club. Then , steven, arvin and Pat ask mi to play mahjong at night .. hehe ... so fun... so of course , i agree... but for the meanwhile , i have to accompany Juv to orchard for a shopping trip ... hehe...We have our dinner at Scotts with Ying n her collegue .. Haven been to Scotts for so long ... thought it will be damn crowded.. but there aint many ppl there... ate a lot that day and walked a lot as well... Went to the shop to "see" my fav doggy ... hmmm.. wanted it so much... but i got to save up first ... anyway, help Juv bought a Sleeveless shirt which i think he looks really cute in it ... errr.. though he is a little small size for it ... i think it looks nice on him ... Just a different Juv i think, something different from his usual dressing .. but definitely not a bad change , at least not for mi ..eheh...then we walked to borders.. Spend our time admiring at those photo taken from Australia... Hmmm.. how i wished i can be there one day .... with someone i love... looking at the mountain above clouds , i started to think abt wat i have thought in the day ... hmm... time to train up .. hoping that one day , i can climb up thay mountain and experience it on my way ... Australia Australia... one day , i will save up and visit you...a place that i always wanted to go ...hope that when i visit u , i will be able to share this wonderful moment with my special someone..
Anyway, went home to do some cca stuffs before i set off to my mahjong games that night.
Played till 7am on Friday and slept in arts club till 10am . Got to force myself to wake up cos i got a meeting at 11am .. Went down to SRC to bath before my meeting...feel so refreshed after that ..hehe.. at least for a while ... finish my meeting at 1pm and i'm straving to death.. so so hungry .. hehe... have lunch at ARTs AGAIN .. but i cannot be bothered ,, cos i'm so so hungry ... anyway, went home to change before i go out again.. Going down to orchard (again) to meet meiyin and kailing with Juv ..Juv wore the shirt that we bought yesterday.. hehe ... got to say this .. haha .. cos finally he is willing to wear something sleeveless to town .. haha ...anyway , went shopping again and have a lot of fun .. hehe.. i was kinda addicted to a game on dunno where. . hehe.. but just know i cant help it but to play non-stop till i was bark to leave.. hehe...then juv n i went down to Suntec to shop again .. hehe.. Juv brought mi to this very errr ... different bakery shop at Raffles Hotel there... The atmosphere there was great.. there aint many ppl there... n the place is not very noisy ... at least not when i was there...hehe... but i know if i'm going to walk past there alone, i wun have gone it .. cos it looks so x .....and the crowd there is so different ... anyway, we sat at a corner near a window ... i like the curtain a lot .. hehe... the whole place look like those old-style hongkong dim sum restaurant ... hehe...but very high class one. ..hehe... anyway, we ordered a carribean cake ( if i didnt get it wrong) which cost onli $3.80 ..... n n a super super nice EGG TART..... both taste great.. serious .... n the price is reasonable as well... its really a good place to chill ....realised that there are actually a lot of nice place in Singapore, but its just that i dunno how to appreciate them or simply i have no time to... Next time , i will bring ying there and taste their coffee... hehe...anyway, we went down to suntec and shop for juv's roller blade... settle with the one at Sloman ..( anyway, there is onli one model there, n our dear juv is toooo lazy to shop for other elsewhere ... hehhe ) but that pair looks cool and good .... n its x as well ... but think its something i can afford...but just too bad that i cant used our 50% sloman voucher on that pair... hmm.. maybe i should email the ppl in charge and ask ..since no regulation was written on that letter .. hmm.. good idea.. but not so soon .. got to finish doing my cca stuff first ..
Went down Airport to send Annette off... she is going to visit her dear... I so so envy her ... when will it be my turn to sit on that plane .. i wonder ...how it is like to go travel alone with that special someone... i got a chance but i miss it ... n i regretted it ...if onli i have went , things might be different ....but wat can i do now.. nothing... though i hope there is something i can do ...
it have been a long time since i being to airport .... anyway , think i over eat again ... hhee.. cant help it .. cos its holi ... hmmm.. but i dun have the time to excerise .. goodness... hope i will not put on weight again .. hehe... anyway, reaCh home at 12 to finish up my cca stuff ...work till 230 am ... goodness .. was really intending to go n sleep cos i was really really very very tired.. but i got no choice... cos our AGM is on saturday.. so i got to get everything done that night.... sometime i really hate last min work .. but just we cant do anything abt it .. cos everyone is having exam....
Wake up at 7am on satursday to go to work ... how i'm feeling ... Zombieing ... hehe .. cos i am so so tired ....trying to keep myself awake for my 4 hrs work .. reading newspaper , magazine anything to keep myself awake .... great time is there aint many phone call .. so i just slack all the way.if i dun keep myself awake, i dunno how am i going to last for the rest of the day man.. Spend my next 7 to 8 hrs doing my cca stuff and attending AGM .... Finally , its time for mi to step down.. hehe... thought of re running my position .. when my fren vote mi to re-run ... i was thinking .. should i ? but i realised that i shouldnt .. its time i give myself a break ... n enjoy my last yr in uni ...hehe..Then a thought when into my mind , do u think i can get the post if i re-run.. haha ... was a stupid qns .... anyway, the new secretary has been chosen ... just hope that she will do a great job too .. hehe...
Went down to Orchard (again .. 3 times in a row ) to eat with rora... Again at her resturant ordering the same food ... i;m a super regular there.. hehe... n took the opportunity to "visit" my doggy again ... sad to say , think someone bought the doggy ..and the one left is the one that is touched by everyone ( especially mi) n think the fur is dropping ...hmm.. sad ... obviously i wun buy that .. cos i will definitely spoil it sooner or later. ..just have to look at other shop to see whether they sell the same doggy ...rora say she saw my first bf a few days ago ... hmmm... dun bother n i'm glad that i didnt see him ... hehe... not avoiding him.. just dun feel like seeing him.. hehe ... anyway, watched 50 first date..thought that Adam schelder and ben stiller look damn alike .. i really mistaken them as the same person...but i guess adam is cuter.. cos he is younger ... hehe .. . anyway, 50 first date is a great show.... i couldnt help it .. but its so so romantic... especially when Adam was singing to Drew Berrymore... that part is so so touching .. n n ...when adam try to let drew remember him by letting her watch a video that he made specially for her... the things that he said ... remember that part when he say , "she is sad not becos of the accident , but becos she is living in a lie everyday created by the ones she love" .. think so ... so wat if u will going to wake up forgotten everything.. at least , u live ur life to the fullest everyday n never regret it ...but to forgot someone u love everyday , waking up everyday to watch a video before u can accept the one u love ... not being able to give the gal a kiss the first thing she wake up ... wat a sad thing rite.. but its better than not having anything... at least, u will be able to spend the rest of the 23hr 30 min with her after 30 min tape ....hehe... so wish if i can watch it with the one i love ... hehe.. laying in his arm ..feeling in love deeper as we watch the show.... but guess ... i wun have the luck to.... not for now at least ... read my frenz blog , know she also watch that show .. read abt wat she wrote ... guess we just have the same mind... eheh .. but , i didnt cry while i was watching cos i feel that its a very sweet thing... or becos i have no more tear to sher...m listening to the song "have u ever" by Brandy ...keep repeating the song while i'm blogging this ...the lyrics, the song .... it makes mi miss someone ever more badly ...have been trying to get him off my head.. but each time , i will just mention him once n again ... without mi actually knowing it ... just the memory we share is too much for mi to just let go , though i'm trying to... the feeling is fading ... but not completing... i just need more time to recover i guess ....
as i think , my mind is intercross by some other thoughts n feeling ...some feeling that i never dare to express in fear of losing someone... i have already loss someone i love, i cannot afford to lose another one ... so i should just keep the thought to myself ... for my good ... hehe..someone told mi... i'm too picky ... M i ? I guess i just dun want to settle for someone who i cant get the same feeling i used to have... I just want someone who can love mi as much as i love him .. but first , i have to love him... haha ... how to love someone where my heart has no room for others...but yet, those that stay in my heart will never love mi back ... yet ,i cant erase them from my heart... just hoping that someone out there who really like mi , can allow mi to let him into my heart... if not , i guess, i will be single for a long time ... unless, those that are already in my heart change their mind .. haha ...
Saw one of my JC frenz yesterday .. m surprise to see him .. cos i was just reading his blog recently ... hehe..surprise that he still remember mi .. cos i;m not very close to him .. but glad to know he still remember mi ..heh.e.oh oh ... m i see a fire explosion yesterday at cine... hmm.. lots of accidents recent ... hope everyone will take care n be more careful....
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/25/2004 04:30:00 PM
