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Horray !!!!!!!!!!!!
Finally my exam is OVER!!!!!
I'm so so happy .. hehe ...
Have been having a really stressful life for the past few days . Having 1 paper on tues, 2 papers on wed and one last paper this afternoon... Goodness , 4 papers in a row are madness.. Cant believe i actually went through it ...I'm now so so tired and drained ..... So exhausted ...
The paper on tuesday was all right as i have put in a lot of effort in it .. Though i onli start revising during last satursday after my first paper, i manage to finish up all the lect notes and goes through couple of exam qns ... Am satifsy with the paper .. I hope? hehe .. But the papers i had yesterday is destructing... EC3208 and Marketing... Actually , i did quite ok for the EC3208 , but its the last few qns that spoil my mood.. cos i dun know how to do .. Actually i was expecting it cos thats wat happen when i did the past yr paper. But the paper is quite easy . Thats y , it pissed mi off .. cos i cannot even score for an easy paper . Make it worst when Juv think its a easy paper . Thats spoil my day and i cant still focus for my Marketing at all. Feeling very restless. Manage to still focus for the first 30min to finish my MCQ . After that , gone case .... cos i was typically day -dreaming ... My mind is not focus and i was constantly being distracted by the paper walking aroung mi... I understand the qns , but dunno how to write down my answer .. Thats is like so so bad lor , cos u could actually understand but yet cant answer .... I ended up day -dreamed for 10 min and i almost cant finish my paper . I was looking at the gals beside mi , i wonder why they could write that much about that stupid qns..Suddenly , i thought of Jun yang .. hehe.. cos i remember telling him how to stay focus during exam , but i myself couldnt even stay focus now ... Sian . now i know how he feels .. But i just , i'm just too exhausted . This paper , in fact ,is easier that my EC3208 and i screw it up again .. I was so so depressed that i feel like crying while walking back to the arts . Refused to talk about anythings or even opening my mouth cos i realised what i'm going to say will never be good cos i'm just too too pissed ... My poor frenz , should be sharing his joy with him but i just couldnt cos i'm not doing as well as he does. Actually , i could , but becos i have a very high expectation for my cap grade this sem .. m i really want to pull up my cap . But i guess, i can throw away the idea cos all my papers are shitty now ....
Went back to arts , i went to the toliet n lock myself up for more than 10 min cos i refused to talk to anyone ...After that , i went in club room and blast myself with my discman .... Volume Max. Dun want to be disturb.. Think i scare a couple of people with my behavior cos i seldom or should i say never do this kind of thing before ... Not to this extreme .. but i just want to cool down . Cos i got a paper the next day and i know i should be revising for it . Stone for quite a while before my smile appear on my face again .. hhehe... N guess wat i have for dinner ... One plate of Chicken Cultlet with omelette plus a bread, one slice of pizza and a hot fudge. HEHE... Actually i wasnt hungry at all, i just want to eat cos i just feel like eating . A way to relax though i know its not a healthy way . Plus the fact that i haven been excerising , i really shouldnt have eat that much . But i DID .... Played a couple round of brigde after that . Productivity level = ZERO . hehe.. .cos i dun feel like studying at all.. I intend to go home and take a rest , but i realised i wun even do anything at home so i just still in school to chill .. haha ...
Satisfied after a long day in school , i decided to start studying since i have a last paper the next day . Focus Focus Focus . Though i'm damn tired . But i did it .. hehe .. i still focus and study my EC3152 till 230am yesterday . did the mcq paper and understand the concept. Then i wake up at 7 am this morning to do a past yr paper ..
Thought: ITS the last paper , i should used up all my energy as i can always rest after the paper.
Though i think i;m writing rubbish for my EC3152 , at least i put in effort . Seriously, the paper is a brain-drainer ... cos after the paper , i cannot think at all . Its like i dun even know wat am i writing lor ... But i did write down so related points la .. Not like my marketing n labour..Pissed .
M so so Happy now cos i have no more paper liao.. haha .. Think i can forsee someone face turning black now and say "Watever" ... roll eye .. hahah ... m really exhausted now .. Cos i haven been resting since yesterday till now ... was busy the whole day after my paper ...
Have a very heavy dinner at home just now . M thinking should i go for a run later.. Cos i haven been excerising for ages .. and i can feel my FAT !!!!!!! How how ... sian ... but i'm very tired. Though i will be swimming tml ( hehehe) ... but i still think i should go for a run later.. Should i ? hmmm.... anyway , i got nothing better to do since my brother will be using the com soon ... hmmmm... tempting .... hhahah ... but i very lazy ( as usual ) hahah....
Anyway , though i finish my exam , i still want to wish all of u good luck in ur coming paper . Ganbatte !!!! Juv , dun worry too much about 3151 , i can predict u scoring that paper .. heheh... U are doing great already , dun worry too much k ... Ganbatte !!!! hehe ... N for all the others , hang on... a few more to go onli ... Take Care of yourself , have enough rest and stay FOCUS ... hehehe
posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/15/2004 09:36:00 PM
