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~ Thursday, April 08, 2004

 

Have A freaking scary experience yesterday. As i was on my way back to campus from my tuition place, i went down to prime deli to buy some breads for dinner. When i want about to leave , i receive a call from my papa , beow. Within one minute after i hang him phone, i realised that my bus consession pass is no longer around. Of course , i walked back to track my pass, but it wasnt there... So i checked my bag again n again . Within the time when i got down the bus till i discover that i loss my pass , its less than 5 minutes. So i thought i might have left it in the bus . Going down to the bus terminal and checking through the bus .. i still cannot find the pass... So i walked back to prime deli to check again and leave my contact no down just in case anyone find it . Its like so so weird , i couldnt be gone just a few minutes... I was so so pissed and upset ... U could see the anger in my face man . ITs so so black .... N the whole stupid thing is that i just buy my consession which start yesterday and i just top up my cashcard. The best part is i'm having my exam this saturday n i loss both my matric card and consession pass ... how m i going to take my exam ??? thats was my first thought....Cannot believe myself , i went back to the terminal to have a final check . Was really really very sad cos i just lend my ezlink to my best frenz , so i got nothing to take a bus ... What to do , all my stuff is in school . At that moment , i really want to call my frenz for help , cos i dunno wat to do . Thats the pro with Trish , She will always get freak out n cant think properly when things are not going her way . N of course , tear is just about to roll down . But immediately i start to think , Why m i always so dependent . Why m i always so weak . I should learn to handle things by myself . Its time u learn to take control of ur own life. Wats the point of calling ppl up cos they aint there and they cant purposely do anything for u at that moment . Think abt wat they could tell u . Go to a police station , go to OSA to report loss and make a new card etc etc...... All n all, i can think abt this myself .. So wats the point of calling ppl . To consult u ?? goodness , its a small issue and u want to cry . Cry Baby .... Thats wat i was thinking ... So i control my tear , Think rationally . I went to draw money to buy a new ezlink card which cost mi $15 bucks with a value of onli $7 bucks . Cheat my money , especially at this kind of time where i'm having a tight budget ... But i got no choice , If not , i cannot go school.

Getting up the bus , i start to eat my bread to cool myself down . I dun want ppl to get worry abt mi . I start to think abt wat i can do . If no one call mi by tonight , i will go to the police station and go down OSA earlier in the morning to report loss . Try to ask how to can i take the exam without a pass etcetc.. My mind is so clear then. ..hehe... then immediately when i think abt it , Prime deli called . One of the customer found the pass n leave it with them. I'm delighted .... U could see the joy on my face . But wat i dun understand is why couldnt the custoner chase out to pass to mi . N its like its onli for one minute after i leave and return.Why didnt the customer see mi rushing back and looking at the floor constantly .... So weird ... but anyway , i feel blessed . Though i wasted 2 hrs doing unnecessary stuff if i could be more careful , but at least , thing is not that bad after all ... At least ,i found my pass back though i have to wasted 2 hrs and $15 bucks ... hahaha ,.....

Was thinking . Something its better if u can keep a calm mind and think rationally. When things happen , dun get panick .. There is no point to cry over a spill water... We shouldnt focus on why it happen . We should focus on how to solve it and wat can be done to make things better... N its really works. .. heheh ... Something i learn for the day ... haha ... was so so proud of myself .. at least , a good good start to my independent life .. hahha... Now i got to focus on my study again ... A few more days leave to my first paper ... N a week to my holi ... hahah...

posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/08/2004 11:02:00 AM