~! A World of Love !
Live to Love, Love to Live ~
Today is sunday . N guess wat ... i'm going back campus to study later .... Not too shocking rite... since its the exam period, i should spend all of my time studying... beside , i have a super packed exam scendule ... so cant afford to lag behind ... Anyway, i got to finish my 3rd module today ... n by tml , i should be revising on my 4th module - the module i'm most afraid of .. Y.... cos i totally didnt touch on the module at all.... Dun do the tut , dun really understand the lect ... N there are so many topics that i need to revise on..... Die ....
Anyway, have been enjoying myself recently. Feeling happy studying with my kakis ...Studying is actually not a bad thing afterall... At least there are frenz around to keep you company ...ehehe... N of course, not denying the fact of chit chatting with them ... Have been talking to different people recently . Get to know each of them better. Feeling happy that they are willing to share their stories with mi ... Also notice that a lot of people around mi are very capable and talented... Everyone seems so successful and complicated ... While for mi , i'm just an ordinary woman with a simple dream that will make mi happy ... Complication is not a bad thing. At least it make people think more . But i guess, i will prefer to stick to my simple- mindedness . Thats way , i will be happier ... hehe
Have a frenz with some "love" pro. Though i feel that wat he is doing is not worth it and not right, i envy him. Envy him for being courageous to chase after what he want. Envy him for being courageous to go all way out for what he wants though he already realise wat the ending will be like .. .For mi , i will never dare to... Never dare to express myself to the one i like cos i'm afraid of the answer i will be getting ... Never dare to go for it , cos i have no confident in myself . Never dare to as i'm afraid things may not be the same again ... Maybe becos i'm a gal . A traditional gal that will never express your feeling to the one you like first . But if u dun say, the person will never know .. But again , wats the hurry ... if there are mutual feeling between the both of you , then no matter how long, you two will be together. At least, u are given more time to get to know the person better... If there isnt, then there isnt.. .hehe .. My naive thought again ... A fairy-tale liked saying that will never happen to mi .. .hehe
Have been explored to the issue of "supernatural" recently ... I really hate it cos i 'm a gal that is afraid of darkness and of cos "it" ... N now, its even wrost . I will just start thinking abt it when there are no one around thinking that will i be seeing anything .. Dun really dare to look into the mirror.. Though i believe i'm not someone that are very prone to this ... i'm still afraid of it ... Its even more scary when someone beside you can see it but u cant ... so u cannot do anything but to keep quiet ... but at least , i know more now .... Was wondering y some ppl are always seeing "it" , but some people never .. It is becos if u r a more complicated person which have a super focus mind , then u can see it ????? or is it something else? anyone can explain?
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posted by Trish daydreaming at 4/04/2004 12:40:00 PM
