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i'm at my office now. a bit tired so decide to take a break and write my blog .It has been more than a week and ritz cartlon haven get back to me. i wonder will they even get back to mi .. sian ..anyway, i think i'm getting fat.. or i am getting fat .. haven been excerising for many months liao.. sian .. how... actually want to go run yesterday, in the end, the weather turn bad.. though btw i reach home, the rain has stopped but i'm already too lazy to go for a run... today, wanted to run too .. but last min i got to go back to swatch group after work ... haiz.. when will i be able to excerise man ....
think i better go n swim on sat or go sentosa on sun... hope my thyroid will recover soon .. or my weight will never seen to go down .. it will onli mantain .. so sian ... still feeling undecided.. why huh... i dunno lei .. think i'm really becoming more n more pickly liao .. haiz... dun want to say too much here... going back to work...........
posted by Trish daydreaming at 6/30/2005 04:46:00 PM
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i finally realised why recently i have been so so so bad tempered and moody... cos i have been sort of throwing temper on my boy again .. n just locked myself at home instead of going out ... at first , i not happy cos i think my boy haven been spending much time with mi .. he is either too tired or lazy to go anyway or he is going to meet his frenz.. i felt so insignificant ... feel that we have less n less time to talk ... cant even share my days with him cos we didnt have much time to talk even on the phone ..or by the time we can talk , i really forgotten wat i want to tell him .....so actually feeling a bit down ..plus the fact that i dun really like wat i'm doing at work.. i feel even more agitated..
but i just went to see my doctor today n she say its becos i haven been taking my medicine .. cos i finished my medicine a few days ago n dun have the time to buy it cos i'm working . so i can onli wait till sat to buy my medicine .. n she say.. cos i never take my medicine .. that y i will feel agitated very easily.. n of course it will add on to my hot temperness... so at least i finally know i not so unreasonable cos i'm unreasonable.. its partly becos my thyroid is taking its effect... thought i'm still sad that my boy dun have time for mi .. but at least, i know why i'm so unreasonable that i onli know how to throw temper on him... at least it make mi feel better now... or not , i will be sad the whole day again... maybe sometime i am really unreasonable n like to "fa xiao jie pi qi", but at least i know this few days, its cos of my thyroid effect ...
hmmm.. but i really hope my boy will spend more time with mi ... haiz...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 6/25/2005 11:12:00 AM
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yayyy..... tml i will have a new com for my work... a com for myself.. hehe.. then i can put my nice nice photo in the com .. hehe ..so happy .. hehe..
today i finally about to clip with the ppl in my company... actually dun want to be so good term with them first too .. cos i scare if i wan to change job .. i will feel very weird to open my mouth.. but again, its life.. ppl will come n go .. so think they will understand if i really dun wan to stay.. but at least, i'm able to communicate with them finally .. hehe.today i just get to know that the other new gal who join them recently ( maybe just a few week before mi ) is leaving the company n today is her last day... hmm.. think she found a better job offer ..so envy her... but i was quite surprise .. if i got a better job offer too .. then it will mean that both new staff that join are leaving .. n both cant stay for a month.. hehe.. but my job is not comfirm one.. so i still have a likelihood to stay in this job... haiz... anyway, i'm still in the office.. n its onli a few days.. so i should try to like the environment first .. hehe... but come to think abt it .. i think its really a bit different to hit the target .... haiz.. better dun say anything now.. wait for everything is comfirm then i complain or celebrate again .. haha .. but for the meanwhile, i still need to work hard .. hehe ....
posted by Trish daydreaming at 6/23/2005 10:56:00 PM
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i finally accepted the job in Expertise and today is the second day of work. Only one word to describle.. sian... actually i'm still waiting for the ritz carlton job .. but i heard that there are 5 rounds of interviews.. n i onli been to the second round.. hehe..hope i can be called up for the 3rd and of course get selected in the end.. then that will be my first job hop.. haha .. anyway, i got 3 months probation.. so still okie... if i dun get that job .. at least i still have a job now.. then i can really settle down for my job n really focus n concentrate...
How do i feel about my first few days? I think the company is so so not really for mi.. i can actually rest for a few more weeks lor .. first day of work... i spend half of the day doing nothing... cos my email is not up.. i dun have a com to access to ... the boss not in yet.. no card for mi.. everything not really ... cos i'm doing recuritment , so i need a com n the network to access to our database.. even if my team leader try to explain some stuff to mi.. she cant really explain cos she cannot show mi anything from the net.. n i cant send email.. nothing ... so there is no point explaining to mi also.... think about 3 plus in the afternoon , then i can access to the company mail box but still unable to access to our database...sian .. but at least i got one case given to mi... its already sian .. cos the first case is to find a manager... n its in the network security line which of course i know nuts about it... the tech term, the cert etc etc... i totally dun understand.. so i was like looking through the resumes... n try to figure out wat i'm looking for ... at least, there might be some similarilty btw the candidates and i can take it as a reference... but then my team leader will just keep asking mi.." you can anot ? You muz start picking up phone to call ppl you know.. that where you learn k " sian... its not that i dun want to call.. if i call n dunno wat to ask the ppl also no use rite ... n some i call already then u tell mi not suitable.. n the stupidest thing is the first few that i call, its either phone change, live in malaysia or onli have PAGER... so stupid rite ...
then today.. second day of work ... manage to find some candidates that fit the bill but still i cannot access the database ..so i cant send out the resumes... in the end, i wasted my whole morning as my boss is setting it up for mi.. but in the end, still cannot access.. sian .. think i will need to wait till next week when my new com will come in .. then they can set it up for mi.. i think its onli then i can really do my work.... have a boring day cos the whole day, i'm still doing on the same case.. there is no new case for mi .. so i have to look at the data all over again... n there is not a lot of ppl that fit in the manager position.. so no matter how i look , the name i see is almost the same.. so i cant make much phone calls as well .... haiz.. guess its usually the case when u first started.. just hope that things will be better as times passed.....or at least, let mi get the ritz carlton job ..hhehe.. but of course , for the time being .. i will focus and try to get my job done .. have to have a backup plan for myself rite .. in case i got rejected from the ritz carlton job.. at least i wun lost this job.. stil have to remember i'm on 3 months probation..sian .......hehehe
my grandma is in the hospital again... think there is water outside the lungs.. when i go down n visit her, i can see her having this breathing tube and a tube for feeding purposes in her nose ... poor thing .. my aunt say its the usual illness that old ppl will face.. but my grandma look really in pain... she is so skinny n weak... poor thing... today went down to visit her again... her breathing tube has been removed.. but she is still unable to eat on her own....i hope she will recovere soon ... knew she hated staying in the hospital.. haiz.. she onli start having all this problems and illness after that very serious fall... still cannot forgot the accident ...
anyway, gtg now.. still need to work tml.. hope that tml will be a better day for mi ... i will work hard too ..hehehe
posted by Trish daydreaming at 6/22/2005 10:01:00 PM
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Finally able to spend some time at home n of course writing blog ... its have been abt a week since i blog ... didnt really have the time cos i have been working n working n working .. working in swatch for the past week .. n decided to take a off day tml before i go down to my lito tml evening .. if not, i will not have anything to check on my mail etc.... n also becos i want to go for more interview tml.......okie.. so news to update.. Expertise is offering a basis of $1500 plus comission ... its so so low.. i asked for time to consider n will get back to them by fri ... if i accept the job .. i will start work on mon .. but the whole thing is.. i dun think i'm accepting the job .. the income seem a bit too low for mi .. though there are comission .. but if i dun hit 50% of the target , i will not receive any comission at all ... so its a bit tough for mi especially when i still have a loan to pay off.... damn ... will wait till tml before i decide again.............
tml i will go down for two interview .. one from ntuc income ..as an insurance executive .. but they say is not selling insurance.. i better go check it out later if not i will waste my time too ... n the other is from ritz carlton... haha.. i dunno as wat .. most likely in the admin position .. i dunno .. will go down n see first lor.. hehe... n i going for ocbc call centre interview on fri too .. hehe.. meanwhile still waiting for uob to reply mi .. hehe... call them today .. they say its still pending.. will have to wait till lastest next week... damn ... hmm... so sian ...
anyone have any advice for mi whether to accept the expertise job .... frown .....
posted by Trish daydreaming at 6/07/2005 08:31:00 PM
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have some time here early in the morning ... so decided to blog since i haven been doing it for a very long time... lots of thing happened recently but i simply have not time to blog .. currently i have been busy working part time with swatch as receptionist for a week as well as doing my camp facilitating job in sentosa... so its like i will be working 24/7 with onli a few hours to rest everyday.. it makes it wrost when i'm also having interview going on at the same time...
I have gotten an offer from an employmeny agency as a HR specialist.. but i think its more of a recuritment officer ..anyway, i'm still waiting for their letter before i accept their offer cos i still need to check on the salary that they are offering mi before i decide to accept or not .... .so meanwhile, i will still be going down for interview... when to SICC for an interview as an admin officer.. the HR that interview mi is very nice to tell mi that i dun suit the position .. but she is thinking of offering the position that she herself is in now.. cos she is a temp staff n will be leaving soon .. but there is onli basic no commission.. so acutally i will rather take up the HR specialist job as its consist of both basic n commission .. but to be frank , i'm more interested in the UOB interview that i went for as a customer service officer in the call centre... went down for their 2nd interview... actually dun think i did well for the interview as they are time where i become speechless abt their question.. but i'm just say wat i think lor ... m being honesty.. so its up to them to decide if i'm suitable for the job..... before i have my 2nd interview .. i actually meet a lady going for the same interview .. she is from HSBC call centre n she is changing her job cos UOB pay more.. so i was like ... wat the hell .. if uob onli need one person that i wun have a chance lor ... but i think since the turnover rate is so high in call centre .. i doubt they are onli looking for one... so after the interview i ask the interviewer for feedback as to the chances i have in getting selected... but they just say have to wait til they finish with the other interview... n lastest i will get my reply within a week if i'm selected... sian sian sian.. now is like no way again .. cos my letter for the HR specialist is not here yet.. n i dunno whether can i get the call centre job .. so sian ..... hai .. wat to do... but at least i still have my lito camp now to keep mi occupied n at least warn some income...
really hope to get all the reply soon n start work ...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 6/03/2005 07:26:00 AM
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