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i finally accepted the job in Expertise and today is the second day of work. Only one word to describle.. sian... actually i'm still waiting for the ritz carlton job .. but i heard that there are 5 rounds of interviews.. n i onli been to the second round.. hehe..hope i can be called up for the 3rd and of course get selected in the end.. then that will be my first job hop.. haha .. anyway, i got 3 months probation.. so still okie... if i dun get that job .. at least i still have a job now.. then i can really settle down for my job n really focus n concentrate...
How do i feel about my first few days? I think the company is so so not really for mi.. i can actually rest for a few more weeks lor .. first day of work... i spend half of the day doing nothing... cos my email is not up.. i dun have a com to access to ... the boss not in yet.. no card for mi.. everything not really ... cos i'm doing recuritment , so i need a com n the network to access to our database.. even if my team leader try to explain some stuff to mi.. she cant really explain cos she cannot show mi anything from the net.. n i cant send email.. nothing ... so there is no point explaining to mi also.... think about 3 plus in the afternoon , then i can access to the company mail box but still unable to access to our database...sian .. but at least i got one case given to mi... its already sian .. cos the first case is to find a manager... n its in the network security line which of course i know nuts about it... the tech term, the cert etc etc... i totally dun understand.. so i was like looking through the resumes... n try to figure out wat i'm looking for ... at least, there might be some similarilty btw the candidates and i can take it as a reference... but then my team leader will just keep asking mi.." you can anot ? You muz start picking up phone to call ppl you know.. that where you learn k " sian... its not that i dun want to call.. if i call n dunno wat to ask the ppl also no use rite ... n some i call already then u tell mi not suitable.. n the stupidest thing is the first few that i call, its either phone change, live in malaysia or onli have PAGER... so stupid rite ...
then today.. second day of work ... manage to find some candidates that fit the bill but still i cannot access the database ..so i cant send out the resumes... in the end, i wasted my whole morning as my boss is setting it up for mi.. but in the end, still cannot access.. sian .. think i will need to wait till next week when my new com will come in .. then they can set it up for mi.. i think its onli then i can really do my work.... have a boring day cos the whole day, i'm still doing on the same case.. there is no new case for mi .. so i have to look at the data all over again... n there is not a lot of ppl that fit in the manager position.. so no matter how i look , the name i see is almost the same.. so i cant make much phone calls as well .... haiz.. guess its usually the case when u first started.. just hope that things will be better as times passed.....or at least, let mi get the ritz carlton job ..hhehe.. but of course , for the time being .. i will focus and try to get my job done .. have to have a backup plan for myself rite .. in case i got rejected from the ritz carlton job.. at least i wun lost this job.. stil have to remember i'm on 3 months probation..sian .......hehehe
my grandma is in the hospital again... think there is water outside the lungs.. when i go down n visit her, i can see her having this breathing tube and a tube for feeding purposes in her nose ... poor thing .. my aunt say its the usual illness that old ppl will face.. but my grandma look really in pain... she is so skinny n weak... poor thing... today went down to visit her again... her breathing tube has been removed.. but she is still unable to eat on her own....i hope she will recovere soon ... knew she hated staying in the hospital.. haiz.. she onli start having all this problems and illness after that very serious fall... still cannot forgot the accident ...
anyway, gtg now.. still need to work tml.. hope that tml will be a better day for mi ... i will work hard too ..hehehe
posted by Trish daydreaming at 6/22/2005 10:01:00 PM
