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~ Monday, February 21, 2005

 

Wat's ur choice?

One day, you get lost in the wilderness while travelling. It gets darkand you have no choice but to seek refuge in a small hut nearby. Theowner tells you all his rooms are haunted. Which room will you choose?(it is going to be very interesting.. ha ha haha)

The room where:

Room (A)- a human head stares at you maliciously from outside your window

Room (B)- the bathroom door creaks open and close, and there are sounds of awoman sighing

Room (C)- the bed starts rocking violently whenever you try to sleep on it

Room (D)- a headless ghost sits at the foot of your bed when you awake in themiddle of the night

MAKE ONE COMFORTABLE (?!) CHOICE
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A) A human head stares at you maliciously from outside your window.
Explanation: You need a lot of private space and are more suitable towork alone. You look for stability i.e. a job that is not easilyaffected by external factors and provides steady income. E.g. Doctor,lawyer, SOHO, teacher, administrator.

B) The bathroom door creaks open and close, and there are sounds of awoman sighing.
Explanation: You prefer a stable job that does not require you to runaround or meet people. You are willing to be subjected to pressure from your bosses if that lets you sit in an air-conditioned office all day.E.g. Civil servant, engineer, computer engineer, accountant.

C) The bed starts rocking violently whenever you try to sleep on it.
Explanation: You are an active person who cannot sit still and does not like to be restrained. You are easily adaptable to a job which is fullof changes and not routine. E.g. Marketing, insurance, sales, deliveryman, chauffer.

D) A headless ghost sits at the foot of your bed when you awake in themiddle of the night.
Explanation: You suit jobs that need you to meet people, especiallylarge crowds. Your job will depend on these people, but you will notknow who they are. E.g. superstar, politician, PR, counter/frontlinesales.

posted by Trish daydreaming at 2/21/2005 10:30:00 AM



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~ Wednesday, February 16, 2005

 

I dunno wats wrong with mi recently ....i'm having this terrible mood swing that i think its really affecting mi ... 2 days in a row, i'm angry with 2 of the ppl i most care abt ...

First was yesterday , was out with my boy boy... didnt have enough sleep n was working since morning ...so i thought that i might be losing my temper cos of tireness... angry over very small thing. though after that i'm back to normal , but on my way back , i got angry again when i think back abt it ... lucky, my boy boy didnt really blame mi for being unreasonable.... on my way back . waiting for bus, there is this holland old lady( she is really from holland) who got lost .... n she was like so scared that she couldnt calm down .. n becos of her , i miss my bus .... anyway, the stupidest thing is there is an aunty beside mi ( i believe she work in mobil) , was trying to consult the lady by saying that if the lady really cannot find her way home , dun worry, cos she can sleep in the mobil ( across the street ) n go home again tml... damn cock lor ... calling a person to go sleep in the mobil .. damn ... anyway, got to know that the lady was in a cab to thomson plaza... n from there she dunno how to go home .. cos its late at night n she dunno her way ... n the damn thing is ... she dun have her son(who live here) hp n dunno the add to the place ....... i was like .. wat lao .. u dunno n u can go out like that ....really asking for it lor ... that after that , the aunty bus came , while we was still trying to figure out how to help the lady .. she just told the lady she know how to go n took her up her bus... which i really dun think she know lor ... anyway, the bus went off ... n i dunno where they went too .. can onli wait for my next bus ... actually was thinking of calling police .. but never mind la .. just hope that the lady is fine n manage to find her son's house ...

wake up this morning , i feeling really better , no more headache... but have a long day of sch together.. was trying very hard not to fall asleep cos the lesson is really boring ... went n bought a financial calculator which cost mi 60 bucks... damn ex.. but wat to do , i need it for my personal finance . Though kelvin can lend mi tml , i guess its better for mi to get my own , seen its useful to have one if i want to work in the banks ... anyway, i need it to do a lot of my calculation ... then at night , went to ying house for yu sheng n celebration her brother birthday...at first , everything is fine , we will enjoying ourselves.. then we decided to play mahjong...n then things started happening... at first , i was thinking of playing the standard mahjong .. more fun .. but ying n her brother dunno how to count .. so never mind.. but they want to play the malaysian stuff.. something like if u win by eating from other $1 , if u win by yourself $2 . then if u got 4 of the same kind by urself $2 (an gang) n by other $1(gang) ... it was like so stupid lor .. n an gang so x lor ... play play onli , play until so big .... never mind ..all these is okie for mi ... but everyone know i play mahjong very serious one lor ... cos i'm the onli one who dunno how to play the malaysian style , i was quite pissed when ying didnt really explain the rule well n immediately start playing .. its like i dun even know wats going on lor ... though i know a bit .. but its very irritating when its not very clear lor ... really lor ... n its like playing mahjong where u can win even if u dun have flower lor .. its so so boring .. n so so stupid . i agreed that i was pissed la.. but i play on lor ... of course i needed some time to cool down lor ... then cos i was pissed, ying is pissed... after the 2nd game , she say she dun want to play liao .. i was like wat lao ... say want to play one also u , didnt say the rule clearly n start playing one also u .. n now dun want ot play one also u ... is like so no style lor ... i really dun like ppl play half way n say dun want to play n just walk off like that lor .. so rude lor ... n her bf has to go sweet talk her back to play ... while waiting , her brother dun want to play liao... n i was like so sian lor ... then dun need to play liao lor ... then dun feel like talking to her after that liao ... childish mi right... i also think so .. but i cant help it .. cos i'm still pissed.... really pissed.. n i really dun feel like talking after that.. was like totally no mood to do anything but to go home ..

know i upset her by throwing my temper again .. in fact, i think i'm making my boy boy worry too.. but i really cant force myself to put up a smile at that moment ... maybe ignoring mi will be the best thing to do man .. let mi calm down by myself first ...after a while , or maybe a day after my sleep i will be okie again...

but now , i feeling very guilty.. gulity of letting my mood affect those i care for ... anyway, i know they wun take it to heart .. n might not remember it tml just like mi .. but now , i just hate this feeling i got ... cant seem to get that " thing" ( emotion) off mi ... n the more i thing .. the more unhappy i am ... just hope that this mood swing thingy will get off mi asap ... cos i really hate the feeling of getting angry ... it just make mi want to cry ... emotional mi ... meeting my boy boy tml ...hope that tml will be a better day, dun want to make him not happy again... if not , i really have to lock myself up n stop seeing anyone for some time till my mood swing end....

posted by Trish daydreaming at 2/16/2005 12:21:00 AM



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~ Thursday, February 10, 2005

 

The 2 days of CNY has finally come to an end . n wat have i been doing ? Yes. I have been staying at HOME ..... CNY is supposed be the time where all my family member will go out n bian nian ... n i'm at home cos i mum is just too tired to go anyway.... damn ... not blaming my mum la ... she just needed a rest from her every day work ..but she dun even want to go down my grandma house which is just on the same block .. goodness..

CNY is not supposed to be like that ... i really miss the old time where my family will go out to bian nian ... Hope i can finish my studies fast n get a decent job .. at least, i can start giving her money n she can work less ...she have worked enough... n its time her children take care of her... since i will be working first before my brother , i will be the one contributing first ... then she will have the energy to go out n go bian nian ... hehehe.. cannot wait to work ....heheh

went to ying house to bian nian yesterday evening .. since i got nothing to do n my best frenz call , how can i not go? ahhaha .. anyway, meing tze was there too ... finally the 3 sisters again ... we have a nice dinner prepared by her mum n i was helping ying to make some paper flower to sell on sunday at clerk quay during her bazaar.. hehe ... was watching tv and playing poker at her house .. have a nice slacking period ... much much better than staying at home .. at least i'm with my frenz...hehe.. n i'm glad to have them as my sisters...

watched the season finale of amazing race 6 yesterday. i was hoping jon group will win.. cos they are so cute n lovely ... the guy is so so handsome , n the gal is so pretty with a very sporty charcter... they could have run faster n win the race if there is not road block by the stupid train while they run to the destination stop ... okie la.. the one that win is not bad too .. but i prefer jon group .. anyway, amazing race 7 will be starting on march .. hahah .. i can watch again .. so cool ..hhehe..

today, ying went back malaysia .. n i'm staying at home again ... eating n playing com n waiting for my dear to sms mi while he was outside bian nian ... miss my dear dear alot .. cant wait to see him tml .. got a lect at 12 tml.. but i decided to stay at home n watch the web cast ..heehehe... hmm.. haven been excerising ... think the last time i excerise is last thurs during kickboxing....n its have been a week ... hahah .. can go swim tml .. but i just i'm just too lazy for a swim.. hhaha .. think i can onli start excerising again next tues.. hahah .. or wed ... haha ... hope i dun put on too much weight .. hhehehe ..

I MISS MY DEAR DEAR !!!!!!!!

posted by Trish daydreaming at 2/10/2005 08:58:00 PM



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~ Wednesday, February 09, 2005

 

Finally finish my resume n Cover letter .. hehe.. now i can start sending out my cv to various company ... hahaha .. so happy ... Thanks to the UOB career forum .. cos they have a dateline at 14 feb , so i got to rush out my cv before this day n send to them ... hahaah .. finally doing something that i have to do but always lazy to do .. feeling so satisfied now.. hhahah ... doing cv at the mid of CNY , some ppl will think i'm crazy ... hmm.. but wat to do ... at least i manage to "suo sui "... n i really happy that i finish it .. now i can really enjoy my holi ... hahaha ...

Feeling a lot better now, downloaded an episode of naruto .. didnt have time to watch now cos its a bit late n my brother is killing mi soon .. hehe.. but at least i got something to watch if i'm bother u now...hehe .... can wait for tml to come ... tml amazing race 2 hr finale ...hhehe... i want to watch ... hahha.. anyway , happy Chinese New Year once again ... going to sleep now ...

posted by Trish daydreaming at 2/09/2005 03:57:00 AM



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Now : 12.49am , 9/2/05 ... Its CNY ...

N i'm at home again ... sad ...Every yr, especially this time ( n Xmas eve n new year eve) , if i'm at home, i will feel super down ... dunno why ...maybe becos i'm a person that love celebration ... i love crowd.. i love to see everyone celebrating n countdowning for the new year n special day to come.... i love the feeling ......but sometime , especially Chinese new year eve, i will just get disappointed again n again yr after yr ...

i remembered, when i was young , i used to have reunion dinner together with my family ... we will watch the celebration show n each time i was just hoping i could be there... when i grow older , we have less n less of reunion dinner ... yes.. everyone is still at home , but we never eat together again .. my mum will just go n sleep while onli my brother will understand the meaning of reunion dinner n sit down at the dining table with mi to eat our dinner ... n for mi , i will go out with my frenz to count down at river ang bao n else where depending on the occassion .... i love the feeling .. some time , we will go n watch a moive too ... but now , this few yrs , i'm always at home ... missing the feeling ....

For xmas , i'm happy that i have two very close sis that we will always celebrate xmas n exchange gift today... for New Year , this yr i'm with my dear dear .. n i love it ... n i remembered going sentosa national countdown with June n jane couple of yrs back too .. the feeling was great .. having to meet lots of other ppl n of course have to take care of ourselves .. n i think there was once , i was with ronnie n company at zouk ... hahah .. so fun... but its always CNY that i'm alone...i miss the fire work at river ang bao ... n of course the river n night view at marina there ... remember last yr , this time , i'm at home too .. .but i left for malaysia on the 2nd day of new year for 3 days ...... hehe...n remember ying ying coming to my house at late night to send mi off n have supper with mi .. hehe..

This yr , i didnt contract anyone yet .. maybe cos i'm lazy la ... actually if i want to go out .. i can jolly well call my frenz out ... but weird mi ... i just hope that i'm with my dear dear ... hmm.. or i was just waiting for ppl to call mi out ( just like ronnie calling mi to go zouk with him a few yr back .. hehe)... i'm not sad... just feeling down ... cant help it anyway ...though i hope that at this moment , i'm outside with my dear dear .. i know i have made the right decision ... Dear dear has accompany mi the whole afternoon today .. n he is very tired... n u know, its CNY ... he has to be with his family too. ... n i really appreciate him spending time with mi n going down Chinatown with mi just to make mi happy n accompany mi buy bau kau ... really really love him ...but i cant help it to sound sad while talking to him cos i really dun like the feeling of being at home during this kinda event ... it makes mi felt like its not an event ...but u knoe ... thats mi ... tml i will be fine again ... anyway, i'm doing the right thing by staying at home n letting my dear dear rest .. cannot be a too demanding gf u know .. or not , he dun want mi .. hahaha. .muz be more understanding n lovely .... n stop making him worry........ hehe

Hai ... hope everyone will enjoy the Chinese New Year, get lots of ang bao n have a good rest for these holidays. hehe....... n Happy Chinese New Year !!!

posted by Trish daydreaming at 2/09/2005 01:49:00 AM



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