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end of the month again..... a day that i have been waiting for .... and now... i'm hoping for the next month end....... hahaha.... just gotten my pay check.. but within a few days... not even the start of the new month , i have spent more than half of my salary.... hmm... though wat i have spent is mainly to pay off my bills, loan, part for saving, and some essential stuffs, i feel so broke now.... n the main thing is i haven start enjoying the new month at all... sad..... though this month wasnt as bad as last month, at least i have more cash left before my pay check, there is still room for improvement.... at least, i stop mahjonging , which really help mi in saving some cash that i wasnt suppose to spend....
hmmm.... now i know why ppl always say, when u pass 20, the time seem to pass super fast n the next moment u know, you are 30s.... haha .. its becos, everyday wat u do is to work work work .. n hoping for the next pay check.... hoping for yr end ... for bonus.... n when it comes, you will hope for the next one.... n it goes on , and on and on ....... haha....... feel that i have a pretty boring life.... basically i have not much life .... though i enjoy going to work everyday.... i never seem to have fun time, except going out with my boy... if i go out , i will be spending ..but i dun wan to spend, so most of the time , i will choose not to go out ... or if i do, the most is go eat, ktv... or watch movie.. nothing interesting or exciting ...
haiz... n now i thinking whether should i change job... i actually got an offer at a piping company ... the company is really small... it just started off.. n in there i will have the opportunity to learn everything ... but my position will onli be a sale coordinater... though my present company seem pretty more interesting n of course a better prospect to a certain extent... but the system really sux.... ppl refusing to help ( certian ppl ) n u always have to cover ppl ass while others getting all the benefit ... feel so shitting... but come to think about it .. wasnt most jobs the same... in life , thats wat its all about ... ppl is self centred.... if u are nice ... u will be bullied... n ppl will start to pull all the job to you.. so its either, u bullied ppl or ppl bullied you ... for mi , i choose to be netural ... i wun let anyone step over mi ... n i certainly wun step over anyone.... for this i was said to be very firece , always scolding ppl .... haiz... to mi , i feel that i'm like bossing around... while i'm not really comfortable about as i'm onli a mangement trainee in the company ... a person that is there for onli 4 months.. i feel really bad that i have to scold a manager who have been there for yrs... or to complain on a executive on her working style.... wat m i to do all this.... but the whole damn thing is ... they really sux... n i just cant help it when i see that the work done are so suxing....... haiz... was thinking .. if the offer is really good ..i will probably move on... if not, i will most likely stay to gain the experience... at least for a fresh grad.. i need it ... or ppl will be calling mi a job hoper.... haha
come to think about it... it has been almost 6 months since i grad .... missing all my frenz in the uni .. missing the time i play mahjong in the club room .. n of course bridge.. missing my buddy... n the life i have.... haiz... ppl come ppl goes....thats life .... we just have to move on ...
feel that i need some colour in my life... i just realised that i have been taking pictures which i love to for a long time... n i have been travelling at all..... not even to sentosa which i used to go.... i haven been excerising much cos of my job ( though i really try sometime to put in the effort to go swimming if i'm really not tired).. sob sob sob. wat a pathetic life i'm in .......
suddenly i feel like taking up driving lesson... hmmm... plan for the next yr ... after i have clear part of my loan ..n when i have more spare cash... but i definitely going to have my license within this 3 years.. thats my plan ..... hehee.... for now.. i should concentrate on saving money to clear my debts... n of course to excerise... haha..........
hoping for my life to get more INTERESTING.....
posted by Trish daydreaming at 10/30/2005 09:59:00 PM
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Hippie
You are 14% Rational, 85% Extroverted, 42% Brutal, and 42% Arrogant.
You are the Hippie! Characterized by a strong sense of extroversion, irrationality, gentleness, and humility, you no doubt frolic through fields preaching peace and love to all! You are probably either very spiritual or needlessly paranoid about "the man", like most hippies, as a result of your focus on intuition and feelings over cold, brutal logic. You are also very, very social. And like any hippie who would have no qualms about hitchiking across the country just to meet some interesting people, you also love to interact with others, even complete strangers. Because we know most any hippie is peace-loving and humble, it stands to reason that you, as well, are terribly gentle and humble, almost to the point of revulsion. Your carefree attitude of peace and harmony is probably very, very sickening to realists or cynics or anyone who isn't a hippie, to tell the truth. In short, your personality is defective because you are overly emotional, extroverted, gentle, and humble--thus making you an annoying hippie. And you listen to psychadelic rock and smoke a whole lot of pot. Okay, maybe not, but I wouldn't be surprised if you did.
To put it less negatively:
1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.
2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted.
3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.
4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.
Compatibility:
Your exact opposite is the
Sociopath.
Other personalities you would probably get along with are the
Hand-Raiser, the
Televangelist, and the
Robot.
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If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.
The other personality types:
The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 3% on Rationality
You scored higher than 85% on Extroversion
You scored higher than 50% on Brutality
You scored higher than 43% on Arrogance
posted by Trish daydreaming at 10/13/2005 10:54:00 PM
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so tired........ had a really busy day at work this few days..... yesterday i was in the office till 830pm ... n i have to rush to give tuition ... in the end, i ended up reaching home at 11 plus to 12... i was then too tired to have my dinner then i just go n rest .... this morning, i feel so weak after waking up... n today, its another busy day... n now i'm having back ache.... sian sian sian
the wrost thing is my colleague have been taking leave one by one .... plus the fact that there is a lot of customer, it make the situation worst.... 4 persons already cannot handle the crowd... wats more about having onli 3 persons.... sian sian sian........ n i'm the onli person not able to take leave cos i'm still in probation.... thats mean ... i'm the onli person straving everyday non-stop... no break.... but at least, i fill occupied everyday....just that its really tiring...
thought of going for a swim just now... but i'm too tired to even move out of the house... guess i will swim tml instead... hehe... hoping for nov to come cos by then i can start taking leave... haha...
I'm still feeling broke ........................
posted by Trish daydreaming at 10/04/2005 07:11:00 PM
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just have my pay last week n i'm beginning to feel broke again .... die......still got 4 more weeks to go before my next pay... how to survive... at this rate i'm going .. dun think i can save up any money man ....... sian....
trying to really control my temper recently.... feel that i have become more hot-temper n sometimes unreasonable ever since i started working... wonder issit my work nature that cause mi to lose my temper or was it always with mi just that i didnt realised it...... this is really the time i can train myself to be more patient .... n be more understanding with people...have been complaining so much about my work that i feel that i'm becoming like the person that i'm complaining ... die. ... really really should complain less man .... think i should really built up this hack care attitude so that i can hack care the nonsense that my colleague is giving mi and focus on the work that i should be doing....
sunday again ... tml i going to work again ... actually i really dun mind working... in fact i'm enjoying it ... but just that ... haiz... shouldnt complain so much as i say....
have this feeling of going for holi ... feel like going to taiwan or australia.... but no money........ actually can save up one... but just that provided that someone is willing to go with mi ... haiz.... why i have to be stuck in Singapore .......
posted by Trish daydreaming at 10/02/2005 12:53:00 PM
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