~! A World of Love !
Live to Love, Love to Live ~
feel so happy today as i spend the whole day with my dear today... hehe.. haven been seeing him since last sun ...n i really really miss him a lot especially when i have couple of bad days at work during the weekend...
we went and watched the longest yard which i think is so funny .. n cos adam sandler is acting as well .. haha..n of course go shop shop a bit ......hehe....... bought some nice things for myself too ..hehe.. but feel a bit guilty cos i'm spending money again .......hehe....
dunno why, the day since to pass by so fast then soon its night again........ n my dear got to leave mi again to go home .... feel a bit sad again... cos really wan to spend more time with him ......haiz...... sometime i really think my dear dun have much time for mi .. but wat to do ...... he got so many projects coming up... n thats y he is so busy.......... know i shouldnt demand so much from him as i know i will be giving him more unnecessary stress that i hate to see him in........but, my heart sometime just wun listen to it.......knoe i'm a naughty gal........ know i adding more stress to him.... really dun wan to give him more stressful... really wan to see him happy , especially with mi .......haiz.........
so i guess i better start learning to live more independently, accepting the fact that he will be busy n wun have so much time for mi ... n stop giving him a sad look whenever he is leaving mi to go home .....hehe.... n n ............STOP nagging that he dun spend enough time with mi...... seem really difficult for mi . for those who know mi well ......... hahah......... but still , i'm going to try......... for him.... hehe.........cos i really really love him a lot ... i should really be less stubborn sometime ..... which is also very difficult for mi. haha....... haiz...... I muz really learn to be a good gf that is understanding....... which i think is so so so so difficult for mi ...... haha..........
posted by Trish daydreaming at 9/11/2005 12:23:00 AM
