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~ Sunday, March 06, 2005

 

went down to visit my ah ma just now ... seeing her so upset make mi sad.... anyway, if u guys dunno, my ah ma just fell down recently and was admitted to the hospital .. just discharged from hospital on satursday after an operation ... thanks goodness the operation is a success cos its a high risk for her at her age now ... she is 91 btw... have been running to the hospital pretty often.. though not a lot cos i have to juggle with my work and other stuffs too ... but i do try my best in going down to look after her n take care of her...

went down to have dinner with my dear today ... after that i went to see my ah ma... she look so so restless.. no energy like that ... n she have to be in the wheelchair cos of her operation on her hip ... still cannot get the incident where i actually got to see what happen off my mind ... its so scary for mi..... seeing her like that make mi heartache... n there is nothing much i can do too .. .except to visit her more often n keep her company ...

when i see my ah ma, the scary dream that i just manage to overcome sudden come to huant mi again ... do i have to go towards the same thing too ... i hate to think abt it ... really hate to think abt it .... n when i think abt it , i hate to be alone...

just hope that my ah ma will recover earlier ... sian .

posted by Trish daydreaming at 3/06/2005 11:09:00 PM