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hmmm.. haven been blogging for quite some time and i guess my mood swing is back again... ( i hate it )... i guess i have been pretty stress with my work, project and tests.... there seem to have so many things to do ... n u bet it.. i have been complaining n complaining n complaining ... stress stress stress.....
Suppose to meet a group of my frenz on tuesday ... by in the end, i didnt go, instead i went to meet my dear ... i know they are still angry with mi ... cos they are expecting mi though i did tell them that i dun think i will be going down liao .. but i guess i break my promise which i made earlier on to go down to meet them ...i dun expected them to stay there till so late .... n the fact is that i'm at seng kang... n by travelling back , i'm already very tired...so didnt really go think abt it ... but ya .. i break my promise so they ought to be angry with mi ...
having a couple of assignment n projects to do .. and everyone so last min one... n the fact is that i hate last min work ... onli one geo module that i'm doing is not last min .. cos i tell my frenz that i hated last min work .. thats y we started early ... n i'm pretty comfortable with the pace ... actually wanted to complain abt my other modules here which i'm really pissed abt , but i think i should complain so much .... anyway, what the point of complaining .. i still have to get it done by hook or by crook...
yesterday supposed to be a happy day for mi as i'm going to meet my dear .. but i ended up throwing my temper as i think that it will be too late to meet up after my project discussion n he will have to go home early again .... n we will not have much time together... so i ended up refusing to meet him or even answer his phone ... though we manage to solve our problem and he did come down to find mi late at night .. i realised that if i didnt throw my temper , we could meet up longer n be happier. .. n i'm guilty now... we could have watched the moive that we wanted to watch and maybe have dinner with his frenz.. but its all mi , my fault ... i feel so bad now... i guess i should really learn to control my temper n be less rush abt things... if not, i will end up doing stupid things that will not benefit anyone... Thanks dear for tolerating my nonsense .... i will try to think first next time , before throwing my temper ... sorry ...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 3/06/2005 09:25:00 AM
