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~ Friday, March 25, 2005

 

Have a stupid mid term yesterday.... its is so so so stupid .. not that its so easy to do that i feel stupid doing it, but exactly the opposite where the paper is so so so tough that i feel that there is no point doing it ... have a small quiz the other day for the small module too .. though its a small quiz , its weighage is the same as this mid term ... there are 6 MCQs and 1 to 2 structure qns ,n guess how much i got ... i onli score 50 out of 100... yes.. just pass.. n i'm below the mean... damn , i got frenz that got 96 ... i wonder how he got this kind of grade . i believe its the mcqs that put my marks up ... or else , it might be wrost... Then its yesterday... All structure qns... 3 qns for 45 min .. sound easy rite .... WRONG. Totally wrong. i cant even understand wat the qns is asking for ... its was like i do the first part of qns 1 with no confident that what i'm doing is rite or wrong ( though i feel that i did the qns wrongly), i just feel that maybe if i write something .. at least there will be some marks for working.. then come to the second part of qns 1 .. damn .. stuck .. dun even know wat to write ... so never mind, i skip to qns 2... n ... the same thing happen ... i was stuck at the second part again.. .u can really see my face then man.. i was like .. laughing cos i just dunno how to do it ... the best part is the last qns ... the last qns is to call us to find the max monthly loan , n it onli got 700 plus per month... to buy a house .. just feel that its something wrong, lucky, i got some hint that the no. should be bigger... so i manage to change it to 2000 plus at the very very very last min.. at least, it sound more correct.. but my 10 marks qns at the last part of qns 3 , i onli write a sentence ... steady rite .... my frenz was like saying .. this qns is so un-do-able ... cannot be done want ... n i wonder why the stupid lecturer set this kind of qns.... I remember one of my geo lecturer tell us this, " we will set qns that u know , n not qns that u dunno...cos there is no point to set something u dunno as exam is meant to test wat u know ", why cant my finance lecturer have the same mindset too ... i totally give up in the module... but i believe i'm not the wrost man... cos if i think this way , the bound to be ppl it the class that think the same way too .. hahaha...

went to kickboxing yesterday... cos my instructor went for his training oversea.. so there is a replacement instructor.. i muz admit that this guy look more handsome than the pervious one .. but i still feel that i like the pervious instructor... hehe.. cos he cuter.... anyway, my new instructor for the next 2 lesson is called ALEX.... yes Alex... i got some many frenz with this name man ... and cos there is a odd no among the gals.. one of the gals might hav to team up with the alex or other helper instructor to train ... n i gana 2 times... actually i ususally like this kind of things cos i can really fight .. but not this time , where i haven been excerising much recently .. n especially not after my stupid mid term ... all i want is to relax... n i got to fight with instructors... n i forgotten all my skills... die .. n the wrost thing is .. i fell down while fighting with alex cos i lose my balance ... on my butt.. yes... its not painful la.. but its so so embaressing everyone is looking at mi ... n i felt bullied... by instructor... hahah. .. then after that i refused to fight with them again.. before i got my skill rite, i'm not going to embaress myself again...anyway, i dun really like the way alex teach .. cos i think he is just trying to pass time .. or maybe that is his character... but still i hope my instructor wil be back soon.. kinda miss him now .. haha ..

recently felt that my life is in a mess..its just that everything seen not rite to mi ...beside the fact that i got lots of projects..n have to rush for project.. i just feel that something is wrong... i have a frenz with a nick"keep doing n saying the wrong thing at the wrong time", i think i'm becoming like that too.. saying things that i shouldnt be saying without myself knowing it .. or maybe unintentionally .. just do not knoe that whether wat i say will end up creating trouble or unnecessary thought among others... sometime, i dun even understand wat i'm saying...hmm.. i also dunno wat i'm talking .. never mind .. just hope i wun feel the same way for too long..

some thoughts have been flowing through my mind recently ...just cannot seem to get it off my head... but its not something very important..maybe its was... but not anymore... maybe wat i can really do is to stop thinking abt it .......

posted by Trish daydreaming at 3/25/2005 10:13:00 AM