~! A World of Love !
Live to Love, Love to Live ~
i got a dear dear now n i love my dear dear n my dear dear love mi too ... hahaha ... been talking to my dear dear everyday n meeting him almost everyday .... i like the feeling of being care n taken care of .... as well as taking care of ppl .... the feeling of able to lean on someone shoulder so peacefully is so good....
a lot of ppl who knoe that i got a bf was all shocked as they feel that its a bit fast n sudden ... though mi n my dear dear feel the same way too , we still want to be together ....... its so amazing abt how both of us feel ... we both feel that though we are onli together for a short while .. it seem like we are together for yrs ....
though i have known my dear dear for quite sometime, i actually never thought that we will be together now as he has went missing for some times.. n i never thought that our paths will cross.... everything start from a simple sms n things have happened so fast that i didnt realised that its onli a few days that have passed.... but i never regret anything .... in fact , i'm happy .... happy that he has found mi back n make our paths cross....happy to have him around ...... i also dun understand y i will let such thing happen so fast .......its like a few week ago i just told myself that i wun want to get into a relationship yet ... n now , i'm in one ....but i'm happy to be in one ... i cant explain y ... but i guess, its the feeling that i have for him ....something in my heart just tell mi that i cant miss out this guy or not i might regret ...
some ppl will have tell mi , i'm giving up something that i have been waiting for to take up this relationship ... some ppl will tell mi that it might not be worth it as i have waited for so long n i have just see a light but i choose to give up ..some ppl have said that they will be happier if i'm with ... but all this is not important to mi anymore ... in fact, i'm glad that i make this choice ...some times some ppl are just not meant to be together .... being frenZ forever might be a better choice too ... when the period of being together have passed , it has passed .. when u miss it ... it will never come back again .. or most of the time , it wun .... so wat is the point of waiting when u know that someone so good is coming into ur life ...... i definitely dun want to be the person that is so stubborn that i will miss out someone so good ...i definitely dun want to miss out this period of being together again... i have miss out once ... n i wun make the same mistake .....
a few months ago when i decided to give up , i told myself ...if i'm really going to get a bf , he muz be someone that i know for very long but not very close.... cos i need someone who know mi n like mi for what i'm ... n i believe that the new frenz that i have wun be able to understand mi that well as old frenz...n i sort of hope that he will be from one of my clip of frenz who i enjoy hanging out with ...n not forgetting the cateria i have for my bf......n most importantly , someone who understand mi n can touched my heart as deep as someone else have touched mi ...someone who can make mi think of him n onli him when i'm with him ....n i can proudly tell all of u this .... I HAVE FOUND THAT PERSON........ n i wun let him go that easily n n ... i'm really really happy with him .....n this is wat i really feel now ... maybe in future , i might be saying something else ... but this is how i feel now ...
i really like my dear dear ....like his understanding ... like to talk to him abt anything ...i believe that in a relationship, communication , forgive n forget are very important ....n i like communicating with him ... i like to talk to him .... i just hope that we will always be that franks in our conversation ... hiding nothing from each other n speak onli the truth.. i'm loving my dear dear more n more everyday ...n i know he feels the same too...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 12/28/2004 10:35:00 PM
