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haven been blogging for the past few days.. my com is down n i can onli come online when i'm in school ... so i will be spending a lot of my time in this com lab to print note or to chat ..
nothing big happen recently .. thus i also dunno wat i want to blog abt ... didnt realised that my UE can include GEM n breadth.. so sian .. now i got to rebid again .. cos there are some shitty module that i dun want to take but i'm taking now.. now is already round 3 n i still bidding.. hope i can get the module i want...
a few more days to go .. but i'm not excited at all... if it was mi in the past, i will be so so so excited abt it.. n i will definitely plan something big out of it ... but now, nothing... i dun even want to do anything out of it ... dun even want to let ppl know actually .. if they can remember then good lor .. if cant , then too bad lor ...
seeing wat have hAppened to my best frenzs, our family and mi ... i suddenly feel that i totally lose interest in getting into a relationship ... not thAT i''m not craving for the word "love" , is just that even if i like someone .. i also dun want to get into any relationship now.. at least not for the time being... to mi .. maybe i will rather enjoy flirting around with ppl now... not already interested in any serious relationship... maybe becos the right person have not appeared ... jsut hope that this is the case .. cos if not, i think i will be single for a really long time man.. heheh....
recently been talking to ppl that i usually dun really have a long chat with... listening to the gossip they will talking abt ... or anything watsoever, i realised that i'm actually very naive... there are actually a lot of things that happen around mi n i dunno abt it ... or becos i dun want to really go find out abt it ... think that i know is just abt mi n my best frenz or the one i care abt... the other... dunno n cant be bothered.. if i happen to hear, hmmm.. then i know la .. m i trying to isolated myself recently ... or m i just trying to isolated from one person ...
maybe its a tough time for mi now... a time where i will feel hurt easily and keep thinking abt it n feel upset... just hope that i can get over it soon n live on with my life.. cos wat is happening to mi now is just a small issue that i think is bothering mi ... come to think abt it .. there are ppl that are facing even more tough n hurting decision than mi... wats mine compare to them... just hope this down phrase of mine will be over soon ... or do i really want it to be over........
posted by Trish daydreaming at 8/13/2004 12:32:00 PM
