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i just realised something... all my tutorials are on wed n thurs.. so if i dun intend to go for lect.. i will have 2 days week ... hehe.. n the chances for mi to skip lect is going to be real high recently... cos i kind of like short of money... hehe.. so going to work n work as long as there's lobang..hehe.. not going to stress myself .. but i think i will rather work for my mean now...hehe.. cos i think even if i'm not working .. i might not be studying too...hehe.. simply not in the mood to..hehe...thats the reason why i skip my lect yesterday n go n work..hhehe.. n of course, i have fun... h ehe..
went to hereen n bought a pair of havaianas flip flop yesterday.. n its really comfortable ... first look...err .. so ugly... second look .. hmm.. there's actually some nice one around.. so still not that bad..hehe.. n i go voucher for it too.,.. so why not..hehe..happy happy .. no money still can spend money.. .hehe... going to watch later too .... hmm.. have no lesson today yet i'm in sch... cos i want to play a board game desperately ... n i got a chance now.. so here i 'm /...hehe.. if not i will be sleeping at home the whole day too..hehe...
feeling a bit better now... hmm.. thanks YEw for ur concern ... recovering from my soar throat now..hehe... btw.. if u want, u can send mi the link to my email at
beezila@hotmail.com... hehe
hmm.. meeting my fren for lunch now.. think i should stop blogging now..hehhe.
posted by Trish daydreaming at 8/20/2004 11:46:00 AM
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yesterday is my birthday...i decided to dress up a bit .. just a bit .. so that i will look nicer on my special day... went sch for lect , meet up my gang in sch for lunch ... n got a cute little doggy for my birthday... its so so so cute..hehe.. n of course, i love its fur too ... just the type that i wanted .. then got this surprised birthday "cake" too from my papa n keyou ... thanks man.. cos i really wanted a birthday cake lor ..heh.e.. i think a birthday wun be complete without a cake .. n i really appreciate the effort man .......hehe..
at night , i met up with ying, rora , diana, kat n siqi for a simple yet memorable dinner... it has been a long time since i laugh non-stop like a mad women n talk all i want man... the five of us (gals) just talk like nobody business ... like we book the whole place..heh.e. poor siqi .. have to turtore our nonsense.. but who carez... its my birthday... hehe... the fact is that i really enjoy myself yesterday with their company... n if u dunno .. they are all my sec one frenz.. onli sec one frenz k ... n we still close till today... so happy .. sometime , we dun really need a lot of ppl to be with u on ur special day ... those special one are more than enough cos i will rather spend quality time with them ..hehe.... cos they are the ppl that know u the best n help in making mi wat i m today...hehe..
got a nice skirt n shirt from diana too ..hehe. thanks gal.. .she really know my taste man ..hehe.n for my dearest gal... she is the onli one that remember to write me a card... n it meant a lot to mi.. cos i like to collect cards n i like to read cards... heh.e.. see wat i mean... they are the group that konw mi the best.. n i glad to have them too... hehe...
make a wish on my birthday... n guess wat.. my wish is actually the same as wat my dearest gal dream n hope for too .. hehe... its our future..hehe.. a future that we wanted..hehe..
have a good chat with them n i really hope i will be meeting up with them soon again.h.he... wat i want to say is ... i have a wonderful 21st birthday... n its all up in my head now .. all the memories..hehe... i thanks everyone who have make this day special to mi... thanks u ...hehe... this young gal will try to grow up n be independent... so dun worry abt her. she will know wat to do n take good care of herself ... life still goes on afterall.. so why worry so much ... i will live my life to the fullest .... hehe... n stay cool n funky too ..hehe...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 8/18/2004 07:52:00 PM
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damn .. i feel so sick ... went for my AD dinner on sat ... of course, how could i miss my swimming before going out ..hehe.. saw micheal phelps swimming.. heehe.. he is so so so so cute.. onli 19 years old... too bad i miss the final for his 400m individual medloy... so sad.. but good thing is there is always some highlight showing that event.. so not so bad la...hehe.
have some fun during the AD especially when Qc and weiliang was performancing...hehe.. if not, i guess it will be pretty boring...then went to watch twin effect II ... n guess wat .. the show is totally no link with the first.. but who carez.. i like the love story anyway..ehehe...
went home feeling really uncomfortable.. think i down with a soar throat... n i think that becos i taken in too much second hand smoke ...that make me think abt something else too .. but i shall not mention it here....
being watch the olympics recently.. dun think i miss much of the swimming event ...hehe.. happy happy ...craving for more to come man.... hehe
went jogging with my mum yesterday... after such a long time before i run again.. n now .. my whole body is aching.. so sian ... n i'm going to swim later too.. hmm.. cant help it .. in the olympic mood recently.. .hehe.. just hope that my soar throat will recover soon.. if not, i will be feeling moody for the rest of the days.. .hhehe...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 8/16/2004 12:44:00 PM
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haven been blogging for the past few days.. my com is down n i can onli come online when i'm in school ... so i will be spending a lot of my time in this com lab to print note or to chat ..
nothing big happen recently .. thus i also dunno wat i want to blog abt ... didnt realised that my UE can include GEM n breadth.. so sian .. now i got to rebid again .. cos there are some shitty module that i dun want to take but i'm taking now.. now is already round 3 n i still bidding.. hope i can get the module i want...
a few more days to go .. but i'm not excited at all... if it was mi in the past, i will be so so so excited abt it.. n i will definitely plan something big out of it ... but now, nothing... i dun even want to do anything out of it ... dun even want to let ppl know actually .. if they can remember then good lor .. if cant , then too bad lor ...
seeing wat have hAppened to my best frenzs, our family and mi ... i suddenly feel that i totally lose interest in getting into a relationship ... not thAT i''m not craving for the word "love" , is just that even if i like someone .. i also dun want to get into any relationship now.. at least not for the time being... to mi .. maybe i will rather enjoy flirting around with ppl now... not already interested in any serious relationship... maybe becos the right person have not appeared ... jsut hope that this is the case .. cos if not, i think i will be single for a really long time man.. heheh....
recently been talking to ppl that i usually dun really have a long chat with... listening to the gossip they will talking abt ... or anything watsoever, i realised that i'm actually very naive... there are actually a lot of things that happen around mi n i dunno abt it ... or becos i dun want to really go find out abt it ... think that i know is just abt mi n my best frenz or the one i care abt... the other... dunno n cant be bothered.. if i happen to hear, hmmm.. then i know la .. m i trying to isolated myself recently ... or m i just trying to isolated from one person ...
maybe its a tough time for mi now... a time where i will feel hurt easily and keep thinking abt it n feel upset... just hope that i can get over it soon n live on with my life.. cos wat is happening to mi now is just a small issue that i think is bothering mi ... come to think abt it .. there are ppl that are facing even more tough n hurting decision than mi... wats mine compare to them... just hope this down phrase of mine will be over soon ... or do i really want it to be over........
posted by Trish daydreaming at 8/13/2004 12:32:00 PM
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went for o week today .sometime i really hate it to join a camp half way cos u will be the odd one out cos everyone wun have know u .. therefore it took mi qiute a while before i'm willing to mix around.. with the new faces... hehe.h.. nevertheless, i have fun n enjoy myself..hehe..
was videoing the sport games the whole morning... a bit sad cos i cant play the games... but its ok .. cos i also got a chance to mix with different ogs... hehe... n taking video.. hehe...sometime i just hope that i will have go for the arts oweek instead of going for my stupid cs camp... hhehe.. cos it will be so s os oso fun ...hehe...anyway, lucky i did come in half way,or not i will miss out the fun man ... hehe...
went to pgp to play the rush hour n battle royale .. was supposed to film too.. but think i really cant control myself that i just join in the fun...hehe.. in the end , juv got to film himself... hehe..was hanging around with ming shen n papa's og all along ..heh..have lots of fun playing the games..hehe...i stick to the nana's house cos i feel more comfortable there as i know the most ppl in that house. .hehe..after the games then i start mixing with the ppl in the og ..hehe... weird rite.. mixing after the games.. but who care...hehe.. its mi ..ehe.he.then come the battle royale.. at first , i dun feel like playing cos i dun want to get wet...but think again.. i dun think i want to miss out the fun ... n i live so so so near, dun think i mind getting wet after all.. so i just join in ... hehe.. n the best thing is .. i have fun.. n i didnt really get wet..hehe... except hugging nana when she is totally wet..hehe... of course i have fun ..hehe... happy .....
help clean up the mess after the games n stay back for a while to help the log ppl ... anyway, i got nothing to do either... n the log is so poor thing .. so just help out lor ..hehe..now at home feeling very exhausted.. but dunno should i go to help out in rag.. since i got nothing to do... anyway, tml o night onli start at 6pm ..so i got nothing to do until then.. hmm... still thinking...
saw a few cute guys today at oweek.. hmm... not going to tell u who.. but i will be eyeing on them for the next few days.. hehe... or maybe i can find more..hehe.. but so far onli 2 caught my attention..eheh.e.. cant wait for the o night tml..hehe..
posted by Trish daydreaming at 8/04/2004 09:03:00 PM
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Read this in my frenz blog.. think that is very meaningful.. so decided to share it with u too ...
Think back to the day when you first laid eyes on her.You found yourself charmed by the way she talks, the way she dresses herself to show off herbest features and the way she embraces life with her laughter.It seemed as if a mysterious "chemistry effect" has suddenly developed to draw you closer toher.You two then began to meet regularly, and you discover more things that you admire about her.Her clever ideas, her healthy values and the way she stands up for you when others doubt you.You find yourself thinking of her not just as a normal friend, but a very good friend.It is often during this period that a boy and a gal will start thinking of bringing theirfriendship to another level.After all, the kind of wonderful experience you have between each other can only become evenbetter if it develops into a romantic relationship.In other words, the feeling is really unique - no one else seems able to replace her in your heart.So both of you agree to go steady and work even harder on the relationship.You "graduate" to become a couple, and are the envy of the sea of singles.
When You Forget The Fundamentals
However, at some point in your relationship, you forgot how it all began.You start to take your partner for granted.Why can't she laugh in a more ladylike manner?Why doesn't she dress herself more trendily?Why must she assert her views and point out your silly mistakes?Is she really the one for you?To be fair to yourself and to her, take some time to reflect on your "love memory".The "love memory' contains all the reasons that you fell in love with her right from Day One.It contains rarely accessed snippets of how your life has changed since meeting and loving her.Pre-steady days, did you heap compliments on her for the brave way she spoke her mind onbullies and snobs?You probably did.Did you like her unusual fashion sense that makes her stand out from the crowd?Right-o.So why are you criticising or finding fault with her now that she is your girlfriend?Because you have forgotten the fundamentals of love, like so many of us.You have forgotten the reasons you admired her during the friendship phase.Instead, once you went steady, you put your "love memory" in cold storage.As her boyfriend, you take up a new set of demands and expectations about her.These new ideas are not necessarily better; they could put your relationship at risk.
The Secret Of Strong Relationships
A healthy relationship, like learning to walk properly, follows a step-by-step development.You can't possibly become part of a couple if you aren't friends in the first place.Ok, I know some of us break the rule and plunge straight into whirlwind courtship, but how manyof those couples can go the distance?Couplehood works well when there is something you like about her (and vice versa),and I'm not referring to merely the physical aspects.So whenever your relationship hits a rocky path, don't give up wiithout checking on your "lovememory".Rediscover the reasons why you fell in love with her, and watch your relationship flourish witha newfound vigour.
The SPACES between our FINGERS were created so that another person'sfingers could FILL THEM IN.
posted by Trish daydreaming at 8/02/2004 12:01:00 PM
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