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hmmm.. been using my time efficiently this few days... went for a swim , go ktv , watch spiderman etc etc... play a lot lately... n i'm enjoying it ..hehe... earning money and at the same time enjoying ...
heard some shocking news from my frenz.. was so so shocked abt wat he told mi... but then again, he is always giving mi shock n surprises .. and i'm used to it.. haha...just wondering , how much i will miss his shock n surprises when he is away ... think i will miss you badly .. so just hope that the time for u to leave will not arrive so soon.. hehe ..
was very dissappointed abt the fact that CS might be postponing the camp .. shit ... if they postpone, we might not be getting back the same qty anymore.. n it will clash with rag n oweek ... but 10 freshies for the camp is a bit too little too ... damn , the recruitment officer should have done a better job...now, we are like struck in between of no way... damn it.. after all the shit i have been through, i dun even get to enjoy the camp ... i seriously felt that even if the camp was to postpone , we might end up cancelling the camp in the end ...n the sponsor..its really shitty la... but some how, i hope the camp will be cancelled .. so that i can get over this shit once n for all... i dun want to wait for another one month before i can get away from it man ... . n the stupidest thing is .. i got a job that i rejected cos of the camp, but right after i reject, they say they want to postpone the camp... damn... trying to call my agency back to ask for the job again ... shitty stuff man.... just hope that i will get over it once n for all fast....
slept at 1 plus yesterday, but at 2 am , my dear gal called and say she is in deep pain... scare the hell out of me... still moody moody... i almost cannot recognise her voice... she sound really weak.. that all i noe... so i accompany her to the 24 hr clinic... n the doctor like take it so easily lor .. he was like .. err ... nothing much la... its ok one.. just go home n take a rest can liao... wat lao... i almost want to kill the doctor lor .. .he can be more encoruaging lor .. there my dear gal is in so much pain.. n u dun even actually show any care n concern... just have the feeling that he want to get his job done asap so he can rest too... but then , all of us know its her pervious illness... think the life she is having now is just too stressful for her... doctor actually adivse her to change her job ..which i think so too... maybe acc asst is just not the cup of tea for her...i will rather she get a less stressful job than to see her in pain like this ... she is the last person i can afford to lose man ...hmmm... think the best i can do is to go out with her more often n make her relax...
n when i reach home , my mum actually say that i'm kpo...wat lao.. wats wrong with her man.... does she have some human blood or is she just cold blooded... she is my frenz for the past 9 yrs n been through thick n thin with mi ... my mum knew it.. n yet she say i'm kpo.... though i know she worried for mi.. n hope that i get a good rest ... but that was just too harsh... if anything happen to her , i will also be running around like mad lor ... n i dun think ying will sit down there too lor.. she will possibily calm mi down etc etc lor ... so pissed off with her lor ....
going for my LITO later... hmm... hoping for sat to come cos i will be sun tanning.. hehe .. something i want to do lately .. hehe.. getting fat... but i dun really care u know... hehe.. to a certain extent la.. hehe ... just hope i got some good news to post when i return.
posted by Trish daydreaming at 7/02/2004 11:48:00 AM
