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a great experience yesterday.Was serving the VIP table.. but its the table for the VIP VIP .. haha .. initially thought that They will be sitting on Siew Kim table .. but dunno y , they ended up at mine. think its the mistake of our boss la .. but then he never ask us to change .. anyway, i also dun bother.. serve serve lor ... like i dunno how to serve like that.. just a little more stress onli wat. i can handle it .. beside jeffery is there to help too .. basically there were 4 tables yesterday. Its the function for the nanyang Ke Shi Gong Hui ..think its a very big non-profit organisation if i'm not wrong . Thought that coming into my mind, why are this ppl doing in plaza.. they should be in somewhere else.. heheh ...they brought in 40 boxes of red wine.one box has abt 12 bottles... imagine ... goodness.. in the end we got to place red wine glass on every side and one bottle on every table to save some of our job ... if not , we bound to run to n fro the bar corner.. heheh ...Anyway, my table was all drinking tea.. so still ok for mi .hehe.. Ya, as i was saying, i didnt realised that i was serving the VIP .. at one moment , i was topping up the drink , so since everyone was drinking tea , i just stood by a place and starting pouring tea for everyone, even those that are far..so as i pour , i pour till the guest that was sitting beside the VIP , err . n the drink kinda split out some tea... its a very minor thing.. really.. nothing big deal.. but then , the VIP immediately turn over n look at mi... i refuse to look at him and walk away .. hehe ... pretend that nothing happen.. goodnesss.. stress.. after that i become very very careful.. Soon after i realised that my tables was sat with all ASEANs rich Chinese merchants... i know they are rich .. but i didnt know there are for all over SEA... goodness.. so when its time for sourvine .. everyone went up.. so my table is so so empty.. no ppl ... goodness.. n all the food are cold already. .. n i got to keep finding place to place the food n still make sure it look nice instead of messy... ahhh... u can really see my table .. never see this kind of pattern before.. its super nice n neat... n full of food .. hahah ...Just hope that there isnt any complain ... not expecting any compliment .. just no complain can liao .. hehe ...
was working till 2am yesterday, setting up for the wedding function...was putting the plates around while others put other stuffs... spliting the job ... when i'm done with mine. i decided to go put the chopstick holder. then come this stupid guy that trying to do the same thing as mi...so i call him to go n help Calvin to put the spoon... but he insist of putting the chopstick holder n call mi to go put chopstick instead ... First, i already dun really like him .. cos he is so slow .. n never really put in effort in working.. i feel that he is always trying to eat snake.. n he look very clumsy too... second, i hate ppl to order mi .. especially if i know u are not better than mi...n point being, i dun like u .. so dun u dare to order mi.. sorry , but i'm a very stubborn person n hate order unless you can convince mi that u are better... n the fact is that others are also calling him to do other stuff .. but he refuse n insist of doing that .. ok lor .. FINE.. go n do .. wat the hell.. u call mi to put chopstick while u are putting chopsticker holder.. n u r so damn slow.. obivously i cannot put the chopstick until u are done rite ... so u expect mi to wait for u ah.. if u are fast, go ahead .. i wun stop u lor .. but u are so damn slow lor ... n so pissed when u trying to order mi .. boy.. i work here longer than u lei...though i onli come back in the holi n i'm a gal.. but i dun think i'm weaker than u lor.. i'm very confident abt that... so i just throw the jar in the basket n walk off... go n put the no stand instead... wun be so stupid to listen to his order... When i'm angry, i'm angry.. so i never make sense... n i dun care.. n the worst thing is i lost my temper very easily recently.. but still i try to control them at plaza.. n the ppl there know that i seldom reAlly throw my temper there too.. so everyone was a bit shocked n worried .. the ppl there already take care of mi .. of course, being mi , i didnt angry for too long ...but just something that pissed mi .. n the worst is, he cant even put the chopstick holder properly.. in the end, he was scolded by CAlvin .. if u want to do the job , do it properly .. .dun do it half heartedly .. its so irritating u know... i think wat really irritated mi is becos he is trying to be like one of us.. i believe everyone has their unqiue character .. maybe becos he wanted to be in the main flow.. which is our gang, so he trying to be like us.. following us n behaving like us.. hey man , where is ur own style.. u can be in the main stream but still retend ur own style u noe.... dun just blindly follow... n if u want to follow .. follow ppl that are famous n successful la.. follow us , where got use.. pissed... but a bit pity him too .. cos its hard to try to let ppl recoginse u .. but still i was too pissed to think properly then.. hmm.. really got to control my temper.. or i will ended up pissing everyone.. cos i'm really senseless when i'm angry .. .
desmond behaving very weird yesterday. think he is really very tired.. goodness. he really dunno how to look after himself lei ... should have gone home n rest .. but inside he work till 2am .. then he start banging the door etc etc.. just like mi when i'm pissed.. hmm... really dunno how to say him ..say he also dun want to listen... anyway, i better dun go n disturb him...
Have been thinking of my ex. thinking of all the things we have been through. the joy n laughter that we share... feeling really sorry abt my insensible behaviour.. think abt it now, i really think he was rite abt certain stuff and understand why n what he is really pissed abt mi .got to say that i'm kinda regret ... been through so much ...dunno how is he now.. doing whether has he went Thailand to climb ... knoe that i will be seeing him so in school ... but dun think i will be talking to him.. wanted to sms him n apologise to him abt stuff.. but wats the point, he might not even want to talk to mi .. n i dun want to feel the hurt again... it really hurt mi cos i know that we dun belong to the same world but yet i love him.. i miss his hugs, his kisses n of course i miss him. Still remember how safe n comfortable i feel laying in his arms... holding his hands.... guess i just need a sign.. a sign to show mi something .. then i will go all the way out ... a sign to hint mi ... hmm.. anyway,just a thought that come to my mind... dun worry ppl , i'm doing fine.. but just a thought that come across my mine...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 5/28/2004 10:01:00 AM
