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Argg ... suppose to sleep at 1 am .. but end up i'm still awake now... got a reason for that .. was talking to my frenz ... Really damn tired now ... a long day today .. n a long day tml n the next as well .. but i got some feeling that i want to write it down .. scare that i will forget abt it .. so thats why i'm still awake trying to write my blog now...
Went down to Jun yang performance at Esplanade today. Watched both the two performance and i think its cool.. He can sing really well man .. hehe... So proud of him .. haha ... heard a gal singing this song that she composed herself .. think its a great song. I like the lyrics a lot...its abt how sad n lonely a gal is that even the sky is crying for her.. something like that if i'm not wrong ( forgive mi for misinterpreting the song as i'm kinda blur now as i'm really very tired- try to make some sense in wat i write ..heheh..)Think its a very meaningful song. Beside this , i also like a song called " Fire" , dunno who sing it.. hehe.. its for mi to find out .. haha ... i think its a nice song too .. haha ... n n .. there is this guitar player.. he is so cute.. hehe.. so cool... cant help looking at him... n n n.. there is this guy that are damn cool too... using his body , mouth to make all slot of sound .. something like acapalla like that .hehe.. really very cool... he is very talented.. haha ... of course, jun yang did a great job too.. glad that i stay back for the second performance.. cos its like his live concert like that.. haha ...
Went down to Ying's house to help her pack her stuff for the Sunday Clake Quay flea market thingy... Will be there to help her out after my camp thingy ... going to stay there till the thing end .. ANyone interested, pls go down to take a look k ...hehe.. Ad for her.. haha ... anyway, was glad hanging out at her place.. hehe.. but then , feeling that i have been spending too much this few days.. hahha . sian.. think i better start going back to plaza to work.. at least, i can spend less .. n earn more .. hehe. win win situation .. btw, i bought myself a new pair of court shoes too .. hehe.. for my banquet.. hehe.. happy happy.. hope there will be more banquet so that i can earn more...
Went down BV mrt to look for Ron.. Suppose to go home n rest cos i was damn tired.. but got a call from Ron n he sound very bothered.. not very rite.. so i decided to call him to meet mi for a coffee.. Guess i was rite abt my guessing.. n i made a rite decision as well ... Ron is really very sad.. ( feeling glad that i'm more senitive now .. at least , i can sense the different of the tone now ..) The point being , Ron is upset abt his pro with his GF...This is the FIRST time that i meet up with this guy n he is not smiling at all.. Usually , he will be the one making a lot of joke and teasing mi here n there.. no matter how not happy he is ... he will not make it affect him .. he will enjoy himself .. and play along ... but today is different .. totally different .. the moment i see him .. i know he is not happy .. ( thats y i want to meet him too ) .. there is no smile from his face... n within seconds .. he was complaining to mi abt his gf ... was giving him advices while at the same time listen to his story and reading his diary... hmm ... Got my own comment for the gal ... n i told him .. Knowing Ron for 7 to 8 yr.. n seeing him grown .. seeing him start his high jump till wat he is now.. i have see it all ... I dun want to say that i understand him a lot .. but at least, i do understand him to a certain extent and of course know wat he is looking for .. He is one of my closest guy frenz... N i really dun want to see him sad... I'm very happy and glad that he want to share this with mi ... in fact, i think i'm the person that he share the most abt this with ...n i'm glad abt it ... Thanks him for trusting me and willing to share it with mi.. At least i know that there is someone that will look for mi to complaining abt stuff when he is upset..
He has always put High Jump as his top prority.. training hard and coping with his studies... n now ... doing n spending all his time with his gf... which his gf dun even apprepicate it at all ... After listening to his story n from wat i know him.. i can really say that he is really a damn good bf lor ... can u imagine a guy that will travel all the way down from south to north everyday just to meet his gf becos he knoe that his gf want to meet him ... Taking cab to his gf house to buy her lunch during traning break just to make her happy ... but his gf dun even apprepicate it .. Thought she say she apprepicate it .. but she is not showin any attiude to let ppl be convince that she is apprepicating it lor...Wat a bitch ....ITs either she is a spolit brag or she is Childish ... She is super demanding .. I mean.. yes i know a lot of gals is demanding and are expecting a lot .. but i dun understand that wat do u need to demand for when your bf is so good... she need to understand that Ron is not a normal sch boy that have no worries or wat so ever.. He has a lot of commitment and a dream to persue.. His High Jump .. he needs to spend lots of time to training or he will not improve or even become wrose... n for a guy that put HJ as top but still spend all his time n do watever he call to make his gf happy.. i dun understand wat more can u ask for ..
He has not been performing well in HJ .. and has been really affected by it ... i dun want to see "destroy" his career or dream cos of this lor .. he has walked so far... n its really a pity if he just go down hill cos of this stupid thing lor ... i mean i know u care abt her a lot n u are always standing in her shoes to think abt her.. but she is not worth it lor .. especially when she keep demanding for more n more ... I mean.. i dun want to affect his decision la.. i did tell him wat i feel la.. but i also give him adivce on wat he should be thinking abt .. giving him guide so that he can make his own decision ... its up to him to choose.. but i really think that the gal is not worth it at all... i feel very sad for him... talk to him for very long before he was bark to go home ... haha .. thought that i can sleep but in the end we talk on the phone for another 2 hours ....if he is not one of my best frenz .. i will have hang his phone man.. not at this point of time when i'm so tired and very have a long day tml n the next .... really exhausted.. but then .. wat can i do... i can bare to hang his phone ... not when i know that he is very sad n confused.. n need a listening ear the most...
i'm glad that he listening to my advice and give himself a break to think thing through... clam down for a while cos things have been processing too fast... really feel that i talk lots of sense to him ... n in turn to myself too... just hope that he will be happier and watever his decision is. .. and wat is the outcome ... i will always be there to support him n be a good listening ear... thats something i can promise... just hope that this gal can learn to apprepicate him a little ...and grow up ... dun let such a good guy walk away and regret .. .that will be the stupidest thing to do lor....
goodness.. i onli got 3 hours to sleep ...but wat to do.. for the sake of my frenz.. i'm scarificing my sleep .. just hope that he will be happy .... n make the right decision ...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 5/22/2004 02:24:00 AM
