~! A World of Love !
Live to Love, Love to Live ~
Went to my last body combat yesterday.. goodness... there are 3 additional male instructors in the room.. One look like a giant blur king... the other two... a ball... ya ya .. they look like balls... argg.. i was expecting some cute guys .. so disappointing .. n the wrost is .. the 2 "balls" move like gays..... err.. not that i'm against any gays .... but i just feel that its body combat.. come on ... give mi a break from the shaking n twisting... i realised that i'm very bad.. but i just cannot help but laugh through the whole one hour.... i still prefer the gal instructor cos maybe i have been through the whole 4 lessons with her so i kinda get used to her style ..hehe.. n she is very pretty.. hehe ... watever it is, its a good work out ... i have been shouting n exhausting myself from the workout .. enjoying my every moment there especially the mei Thai .. if i dun get the name wrong again ..hhehe .. think thats is the peak of the workout .. n its definitely my favourite. hehe
Have a couple rounds of bridge at arts room with my usual bridge kakis .. hehe .. feeling very lazy inside club room n just feel like doing nothing but to hug at the one eyed doplin... hehe ... n fall asleep .. hehe ..but i do manage to at least start studying for my mid term on sat.. heh .. 3 more topics to go .. hehe.. hoping to be more focus today.. hehe ...
Have an early sleep yesterday(consider quite early in my point of view). Cos i think i have had too much for the day.Not becos i'm not happy or angry or anything like that... just think that there are a lot of thoughts in my mind that i want to stop myself from thinking for that moment.. but even my dream dun give mi a break.. have been dreaming the whole night long till i dun even feel like waking up .. But when i wake up , i realised that everything is just a dream, its fake.... its not real..... n its so sad....wat to do , at least there are still dreams rite .. better than nothing.. hehe.. but then again, i'm best at dreaming.. n i love day-dreaming. ... living in my own little world whereby everythings follow my will ... n there wun be anyone disturbing me. just mi and moi.. hahaha.. at least some serects i will like to keep for myself...for the time being.. hahaha
just receive a testimonial from my frenz in friendster... She said " she's very noisy, but you just hv to hv her around all the time coz she brings happiness to everyone!"... Happiness to everyone... hmmm.. something that i hear from my another frenz too... dun understand y everyone will say that i have been bringing happiness to everyone where i dun even realised that... Are my laughter and smile so "powderful" to heal someone from a deep hurt.... if it is... i will definitely wish to be smiling n laughing the whole day 24 hrs... that way... everyone will be happy .. so will i ...
but again, as quoted by my another frenz, its not easy to make everyone happy ...hmm.. hope i'm one of those that give u a happy moment in ur life... hehe.. hmmm.... i guess the fact that why ppl are not happy is becos there are too many expectations in their lives.. when u expect more , u tend to get more disappointed cos things sometime just dun go the way u wanted.. thats y .. ppl get sad..ppl are not happy... whereas for ppl that live simple.. there can be happy by the simple pleasure in life ... some small things can brigthen up their lives so so much ...
so ... Wat make mi happy? i guess , i'm not that ambition type of person .. i love having fun... so as long as i'm having fun.. i'm happy... as long as i can workout n be healthy .. i'm happy ... as long as i still have my friends around mi and got a shoulder to lean on when i'm sad... i'm happy ...n n ... i will be happiest if i could spend my every moment with my love ones.... hehe... but i dun have a love ones now.. haha... so i guess, i 'm just not happiest now.. hahaha....
m very worried abt one of my frenz.. will wait patiently for the right time for u to tell mi wat happen....Cos i care...
oh ya.. maybe the another reason why i'm happy is becos i dun keep a lot of things to myself.. hehe ... less things to bother abt ... hehe ... less pressure keeping within .. so happier.. hahha.. thats y .. ppl need frenz... hahah... crappy again ... heheh
posted by Trish daydreaming at 3/10/2004 09:55:00 AM
