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~ Sunday, March 21, 2004

 

Wat the F*** .... One of my frenz just pissed mi off again this morning... Spoiling my day n making me unable to finish wat i want to do ... n now ... i'm late for my project discussion .. All his fault .. stupid idiot. .. moron ... m really really pissed with him yesterday night... i mean , i didnt realised that i have say something wrong. ..cos its always the way i say things ... if u r not comfortable with it .. just tell mi so.. instead .. he just mi that typical "i will beat u if u say one more word" look .... goodness .. I'm having a very terrible Soar throat n had loss my voice yesterday night .. n the last thing i want to see is that look ... i have enough of that look ... i dun want to see that look again .. so i walked off... i went home n sleep immediately ... waking up this morning , coming online , my frenz agrue abt this issue with mi again .. he think i have not grow up ... n think i dun care abt ppl feeling... F***INg idiot ... wat r u to judge me man ... u dun know mi ... n becos of ur stupid EGOistic character ...i got this title of not growing up .... He is so f*** self-centred ... he think abt his own feeling onli lor ...he think abt how ashamed he is that he was critisied by a gal in front of his frenz ... n i dun even thought its a critision ... i'm very blur one .. if u dun like it , just tell mi ... u onli care abt ur Ego ...n not how i will feel abt it ... n not even an apology from u .. u just simply think its my fault ...my fault ...

sorry everyone ...i'm just too pissed ... haven been throwing such a temper to my frenz for ages.. but i really cannot stand it .. its so irritating ... i dun like to throw temper cos i can be really nasty abt it ... i can be really evil .... but i dun like it ... i will throw temper n i dun care if its some stupid idiot that i dun consider as my frenz ... but it will make mi feel guilty if i'm throwing temper at my frenz.. but i couldnt help it ... think i just need to let everything out here n clam down for a while ... not in a very good status to make peace no war with him now ..think its going to take a long while before i willing to talk to him again ...

Watever its is , i had a terrible soar throat yesterday ... n i loss my voice while trying to talk to my frenz for a few hours... was discussing abt our cca stuffs n some personal issue within ... of course we talk abt our views in diferent situations n wat we felt abt the people that are involved... its certainly a great chat with her ... hearing her views and the way she make decision and the thinking process that she had.. i really respect her ... she give mi a lot of inspiration ... a thought of how to really think through things before u make any stupid comment ... i look up to her .. n that really put mi into a lot of thoughts ... hmmm... time to think more gal ..haha ...

Went down to orchard and city hall yesterday to look for that particular key chain .. search through Far east , annex, cine, city link and suntec city .. but just couldnt find that key chain ...arggg.. .think its an old model that will not be stock up again. .. hmmm ... but still there are still some places that i didnt manage to go yesterday cos its too late.. thinking of going to search today again .. hmm.. since i have promised my frenz... but i guess the chances are not high... I have tried my best ...

posted by Trish daydreaming at 3/21/2004 01:28:00 PM