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feeling very productive as i finish two of my tutorials today... was doing nothing but the two tutorials for the whole afternoon....have a great chat with Judy and Keyou... finally got a chance to get to know Keyou better ... cos i always dun have much chance to talk to him ... hehe ... but its a great chat afterall...
Went for my cousin's wedding function. At first , i'm really very relunctant to go cos i have to miss a very urgent meeting for my CCA. But since i just quarrel with my mum the other day, i realised i dun have much of a choice. so there i m , rushing through my tutorial just to make sure that i can still catch up with my work even if i attend the function. I really dun understand why couldnt my relative just give us the wedding invitation card instead of making us call up everyone just to find the location...Wun a invitation card save more time ....dun understand y they say that its a traditional not to give the relative invitation card... anyway, finally manage to find that place n reach just in time for the function..
When i reach the hotel , i saw my frenz there.. M really surprised to see her there and even more surprised when she said that my cousin is her sir .... goodness, wat a small world .. i just attended her Birthday party and now i see her again in my cousin wedding ...
Throughout the whole function, i was so so mono-tone... n a bit pissed with my mum as well.. as usual .. hehe... first , she cannot decide on the place to sit... cos two of my aunties are trying to call her to sit with them.. n my mum just walk around both places not deciding where to sit ... n for me.. i got no choice but to follow her like an idiot ... n when she finally settled down at one place, she moved to the next place in less than 5 min..n i have to explain to my aunty abt it cos she just left without leaving a word... thats my mum ... yes... second, she start drinking beer non-stop and as usual start talking rubbish throughout the whole function... it is so so obvious that she is drunk... n yet, my relatives believe in wat she is saying .... though i try to stop her from drinking, i give up after a while cos i realised that there is nothing tt will stop her from drinking .... thirdly , she start taking out plastic bag to pack the food ... that remind mi of my malaysia trip whereby the ppl there do the same thing too ... but , this is different , cos she is not going to eat the food ... so are the rest of my family... so there is really no point for her to take the food back home ... anyway, she did... n n ... the thing that pissed mi off the most is that ...she cut Q.... let mi explain.. we are on our way home after the function... waiting for cab but there aint any sign of it ... so we walk to the busstop hoping to fetch a cab... Realised that there is a taxi stand opposite , we walk across... guess wat, she start standing in the middle of the road to fetch a cab... n she is drunk.... manage to put her back, there come a cab stopping rite in front of her.... without noticing the Q in front of us, she just hop into the cab..... of course, ppl in front start to complain and say that there is a Q, but my mum is already in the cab... so i just have to follow and ignore the ppl in the Q.... wat else can i do ???? Put my mum out of the cab... i can imagine how the ppl will feel as i will defintiely make a big fuss if i'm involved in it .... after that , i just refused to talk to her. . told her not to drink so much , n she dun want to listen... but yet , she will do all those stupid things to make a fool of herself ... i know i very bad, shouldnt have say my mum till like that ... but she is always like that ... n she refused to listen to comment ... refused to accept others' opinion....
Feel like i'm the mum instead... just want to let everything out cos i cannot scold her.... as i will feel really guity scolding her.....so i can onli throw everything out here ... at least , somewhere for me to complain ..... That is the first n last time i will cut a Q like that ... make mui feel so bad for the rest as its late night whereby everyone are tired and just want to get home to rest ... ahhh .. i hope the ppl are not cursing mi right now. ... but at least, i can let my mum get home early to rest... that make mi feel a little bit better...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 3/17/2004 12:42:00 AM
