~! A World of Love ! Live to Love, Love to Live ~

~ Wednesday, January 21, 2004

 

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Yesterday was a very busy day for me... Err to be exact, i'm really pretty busy recently, or especially this sem .. or always .. haha .. anyway, though i have cleared all my minutes , i was assigned more works as well ... Its no one to be blamed as everyone in the Com is as busy as i am .. but cos its my website, i should be given the right to complain on my workload rite... hahah... As the CS website has not be uploaded yet , there are a lot of stuffs we need to do to make sure that everything is uploaded asap .. To gather the info is the worst. .. cos i have to d/l n u/l and send emails here n there... the worst thing is i have a very long day yesterday , from 800 to 2100 .. yes .. u are not wrong.. i was in school till 2100 or 2200 cos i need to have my dinner after a long long day.. when home, m really tired, but still have to come online and do my work ... cos its really an urgent matter and i think i have the responsiblity to get it done asap ...so with the constant Msn coming in to discuss more CS issue, i took a rather long time to try to finish u/ling the stuff.. Beside that, i still have to d/l my tutorial for IVLE which i'm also suppose to do it this week or early next week .. where got time ... goodness.. think i will have to do my hw on 22/1 ... hjhhaha .. thats CNY for ur info .. anyway, cos i cant finish wat i'm suppose to do yesterday and since i have a lect at 10 and will be busy all the way till 6pm , n as i was too tired yesterday after struggling till 3am .. i has to do it now.. good thing is i manage to u/l everything now .. more photo will be coming in as well .. Now i just need to clear my reading a bit tonight and read through my tutorial... then i will be off for holi.. haha

Everyone .. Today is CNY eve.. Do go out n look at the fire cracker or fire work k ... hahaha ... I wish everyone a proposous new year...
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Memories start flowing into my mind. Everything that has happened, everything that we experience are constantly appearing in my mind... Those memories are happy , all happy ... I dun blame anyone, not even myself , as i knows, sometime, something cannot be changed, and some people are still going to be the same. Its not about the liking that i have, its about the way i want my life to be.. I know i can be much happier if thing will to be slightly better... but i refused to give in, my stubborn character in me are stopping me from being so ... I dun want to be a weak little gal that have to follow instruction or to do as wat ppl want . I want to be me.... A gal that has a right to be sad , happy , angry and the right to complain as well as throwing temper..

But still , my thought has not settled down... memories are still constantly bombarding my mind... Everythings that i see , everything that i hear , whenever its related , memories will appear again .. maybe i'm just too used to the lifestyle before... but still... i dunno what going to happen next....

posted by Trish daydreaming at 1/21/2004 09:38:00 AM



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