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~ Saturday, October 18, 2003

 

out of a sudden, i'm feeling very lost... didn't went to school today. Didnt even feel like going anywhere except in front of my com. But still, i went out to see my geyao song concert. Dun think its very nice except for a few singers that really impressed me ..N, those are really good...
went to have dinner with Ying and rora. Dun feel like eating, but i ordered a lot while i'm only eating half of each stuffs. Ying have to leave half way to meet her frenz... she getting real busy , hope she will take care of herself.
Had a extremely quiet dinner with them, my best frenz. Its totally not me.. wat is happening ... i really dunno..think i'm just too tired.. tired of being wat i m , tired of having the same old life, tired of thinking... was feeling really useless and helpless... cant stop myself from thinking about it. cant seem to cheer myself up.... m very irritated about it , but yet, cant do anything to stop it .... feeling very aliented....very lost .....maybe its time where i go for another holi trip..anywhere will do, just out of singapore will do .... M thinking that if i cannot find someone i can enjoy myself with to go with me, i will go on my own .... dun feel like going with a big group... heehee ..
so where should i go... thought of going for a cruise, a holiday to batan, bali etc, a trip to Australia or taiwan. anyone interested going to any of this place can tell me... hehe ....

Will be having my exam in one month time... dun think i will have the time to update my blog.. so take care everyone k ... miss all of u ...hhehee

posted by Trish daydreaming at 10/18/2003 12:41:00 AM



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