~! A World of Love !
Live to Love, Love to Live ~
tml will be the day... the day that i have been waiting for ...yet hope that i will never come ...
I'm very confused. Very nervous, very scared.......
Wat should i do? How should i behave? Wat will he say? Wat will happen? How should i react ?
There are so many questions in my mind. How on earth we will ended up like this . This is not wat i want, not wat i want it to be ,not wat i want it to happen. NO NO NO .... yet , its happening ... it will happen tml ...
We started off just like friends. Till now, i'm still surprised that we are together. Surprised that he have choosen me. We are so different yet the same. All of these seems to happen yesterday. We met everyday, every moment.. Just like all couples , we are enjoying our "honeymoon". Dunno since when , problems start arising. We are too busy, stressed and tired. Everything starts to crop up....At first, i'm still comfortable with it ... but as times flies .... i got so insecure...so lonely .... I really dunno wat happen ? I know he is trying very hard to make me happy , so am i . I so so wish to go back to our old days.
I'm so confused now... i dunno how to be a good GF . I didnt know wat to do to cheer him up . I didnt know how to care for him. I didnt know how to express myself. didnt know how to let go.....
I still have a lot of things to tell him, to share with him. I still have a lot of places that i want to go with him, i want to be with him. I want to see our laughters again. I still want to kiss him, hug him.
Maybe i'm not so bad after all .. but i pray for the best to come tml ....
posted by Trish daydreaming at 9/26/2003 12:53:00 PM
