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haven been blogging recently ... as i was busying playing my com game .. hhehe.. so once i on my com .. it will be game game n game .. thats y not been blogging .. haha .. but now i have completed my game... so satisfied .. hehe.. complete it in like 2 to 3 weeks... now i can concentrate on my revision ...hehe... but i sure have some time for my mahjong session ( maybe the last few before the exam ) and sports... hmm.. haven been swimming ... hehe.. getting lazier n lazier ..hehe..
got a oral exam next tues.. got the material liao n i'm going to translate it .. its so difficult... hmm.. hope i will do a good job for it .hehe... hmm.. in the mood for some shopping now .. hehe..
Didnt i just say i want to study ... goodness ..wat m i thinking ...h.ehe..
life is good ... been able to settle some of my thought liao ... getting used to it liao....maybe i shouldnt think too much after all ...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 10/28/2004 01:04:00 AM
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work for the past 3 days non-stop .... n i realised something... i have been forgetting thing... think i suffer from a lost of memory that i also cannot remember thing ..hehe... just finish watching my naruto vol 4 ... cant wait for vol 5.... better let mi watch it before my exam.. .hehe... play mahjong after work yesterday again.. n i won 14bucks in one hour.. happy .... think i really in a good gambling luck... hahah ....
saw this in my frenz blog n i like it alot ... maybe that wat i should learn abt... so i decided to spread the good msg around for ppl like us to realised something that sometime we should just let go ... if its urs , its urs... if its not .... there is no point for u to hold on .... why let ur self be unhappy abt getting dragging n not be happy when letting go.. human is greedy ... we always want to ask for more when in fact we have gotten a lot.... be contented with wat u have now....
my frenz told mi... if u cannot let go ... then dun ... just let it be....which i think i should listen to her advice... cos i'm just too tired to play the game. ...
sharing this with my frenz now... hope u ppl can be happier ...
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Let Go or Get Dragged
One of the office workers, Eva, had a little yellow sticker on her computer, right above her mouse pad. It said, 'Let Go or Get Dragged.'... 'Letting go' has become a buzzword among Buddhists, yoga students and New Agers. But what exactly does it mean? And how do we do it? How do we stop clinging? How do we let go of our compulsions and fixations? And what is the difference between letting go and merely throwing things away?
The secret is this: Letting go means letting things come and go by just letting be. Rather than thinking of liberation at some future time, it can be found through the practice of letting go of little things, oen at a time, here and now. Letting go means learning to lighten up as well as enlightening up. We do this by loosening our tight grip on things and relaxing our tendency to control everything in our environment. If we are unable to do this, we run the risk of being pulled along, or 'dragged,' willy-nilly without conscious awareness. We end up where we would not choose to be...The first step in letting go is self-awareness. How can we begin to practice letting go and letting be when we don't clearly see what we are doing?
We need to be conscious of any tendency we have to be close-fisted and grasping. We need to become aware of all the ways in which we cling to old behaviors and moods. We need to become aware of our vested interest in tired opinions and attitudes; we need to see all the ways in which we are narrow-minded or dogmatic.
posted by Trish daydreaming at 10/18/2004 01:25:00 PM
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i realised that i have been slacking for the work damn week ... first was skipping my EC 3351 lect , then was playing mahjong for the past two night on tues n wed.... n i won... hahah .... been in a very good luck at playing mahjong recently .. haven been playing for such a long time .... hehe... n i'm still thinking abt it now. .. u cant believe how good my tile is lor .... anyway, think its time i stop all this nonsense cos i just realised that my exam is down the corner ... n i'm no where close to it .. wat the hell ... but think i wun mind another mahjong session .. .hehe ... such can find my kiakis for that one .h.ehe... might be i should play this sat ..hehe... after my work ... hehe ...
went down to the geylang serai with yiwei yesterday night.... n its so exciting .. la la la la la la la ..... cos there is nothing there.... no Ramily burger.. nothing ... cos its the eve of the fasting period.. n the stall are still setting up... so basically we are just walking at how the worker construct the walls etc etc.... wat the hell ... i'm so damn hungry after my kickboxing n two sleepless night that the onli thing to motivate mi to move on is my ramily burger... n there is NO RAMILY burger ... in fact there is no food ... except for a participate stall that open that day... the MONOPOLY... hahah ... so i bought a "no ramily burger" burger.... n its really suck ... really ... no mayo , no bbq sauce .. nothing ... n the egg is so so dry ... but wat to do..i'm hungry.....
in the end , we ended up shopping at the malay shopping centre nearby.... n shop at the shop n save... hehe.. so fun... haven been shopping for so long... i'm definitely have a great time looking n checking out on the new product available ...
hmm.. think i will be going down to the geylang serai again .. cos i want my ramily burger .... n more n more... hehe... malay food is nice ..hehe... who is free to go down with mi ?
posted by Trish daydreaming at 10/15/2004 01:11:00 PM
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just finish work today... M very very very tired ... mentally n physically ... suddenly have this feeling .... life is just like that ... u are having a routine everyday.. doing the same thing over n over again.... i think what make a life really interesting will be that there is someone to share ur joy n fun n everything with u ... at least, u are not doing the same routine along .. u knoe ..heheh...
feeling old liao... dunno whhy .. feeling weaker n weaker ... think i really overwork myself... if u ask mi wat is the best thing to do after a long day of work... my answer will be to be with the person u love ... n just enjoy his presence... for mi, cos i dun have a bf, i should just sit at a corner doing nothing n daydream .. haha ...thinking of him .... think i'm missing him ... hehe...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 10/10/2004 01:59:00 AM
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ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...........................................................
Cant scream anywhere else ..so i should scream here..... Why m i screaming. ... dun ask ... cos i wun say one ............. just want to scream .........................
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG....................
Dun work ... Scream somemore...
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
Still feeling the same.....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
OK FINE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M JEALOUS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted by Trish daydreaming at 10/07/2004 08:47:00 PM
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When tuition at about 8pm at night. Cos my student is having her maths psle paper .. so she need my last min help ... basically i think she has not pro in scoring the psle .. but just that she is too nervous .. hehe... hope she is doing well .. hhahah ..
when down orchard for ktv session and at the same time celebrate ying birthday...hehe..glad to see ray n her doing very well .. hehe.. one down .. hehe.. one more to go . hehe.. ying has found her happiness ..so i hope rora will too... have a glad time singing n playing along till like 3am ... n i need to be in sch by 9am today... so i'm damn sleepy now ... n my last lect will end at 7pm ... damn ... n i got my interpretation tutorial today.... think my tutor will kill mi man .. cos i dun think i'm able to concentrate....
A very very pissed thing happen yesterday.. when we will going home in a cab .. .we will stop by the police in the road block... n its so so so IRRITATING.... why do the stupid police has to stop a cab .... i so irritated that i qns the police for the purpose of taking down my ic and the purpose for stopping a cab... thought the cab driver has stopped the meter .. but i still pissed. .. n the stupid police took such a long time to copy down 3 ic name .....wat the hell ... Do i look like a suspect to u ... n the best part is ... he stop us while i'm like 5km away from my home ... wat the hell ... n i'm so tired ... n of course, the Bitchy mi n rora just cant stop but complaining lOUD abt how irritated we are when someone just stop a cab for nothing while letting other cars passed us like nobody business... I think i could be more meant... but i just cant believe it .. first time being stop by a police ... argg ..... damn pissed ...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 10/06/2004 11:28:00 AM
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Been excerising a lot recently, going gym, doing kickboxing, playing vball etc etc..n i'm enjoying it ..hehe.. thought my arms are still aching ... When for ying's birthday party yesterday, and its since like its my birthday ... haha .. i was helping her to entertain most of her guests, being a camera women and helping her picking up frenz who got lost .. haha... Was the first few to be drag up on stage by her mum to sing ... n my whole face turn red lor .. so pai sai ... hehe..n guess wat.. towards the end of the party, it seems like i'm having a mini concert lor .. cos i'm singing like almost every songs that the aunty play... n i really mean any songs. Really happy yesterday.... i believe ying has also enjoyed herself too ... i'm so happy, for her n for myself .. hehe...
have a little chat with rora yesterday too ... then ronnie joined us. finally seeing ronnie again.. i seem like ages since i saw him .... he is so busy with his high jump n gf that i thought we will lose contact liao .. haha ...lucky my dear boy boy still care for mi ... got the heart to come down .. if not , i will really be pissed with him lor .. hehe.. glad to have a chat with him too ... n i believe he knows wats best for him .... hehe...
Think everyone says i grow 'bigger' not fatter ... but 'bigger' ... should i be sad or happy .. cos i know i'm toned now .... but yet , i dun want to be so toned... just want to get rid of all the fat around my body ...
Things that i thought are unlikely to happen , happen ... m i thinking too much ... wat is being say or done may not really mean anything.. but i think it really wat that brighten my day for the rest of the week ... i dun want to jump into the wrong conclusion ... there are still questions in my mind ... but for the time being ... i'm happy.. really happy ...
posted by Trish daydreaming at 10/04/2004 10:20:00 AM
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